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the lonely story
Friday, August 20, 2010
Three Hundred Thirty Five Time

Work been well this two weeks. Hope it gets much smoother as time goes by.
More good news to come very very soon~

and so He speaks

Saturday, July 31, 2010
Three Hundred Thirty Four Time

AL this week. Did nothing much.
Exchange 2 sets of my no 4 uniform. Still need to get new boots, admin tee, singlet.
Meet up with Navin, CF, ZJ on 26/07.
Meet up with CY, JY on 30/07. Meet up with CY, LP on 25/07.
A cancelled K session today.

Starting to realise that there are a few ppl who are unworthy of my time and concern. The girl I was talking about in the previous post is one of them. Not even as a normal friend.

and so He speaks

Monday, July 05, 2010
Three Hundred Thirty Three Time

Been alive these 3 weeks. Survive another night from 26-28 June.

Humans are shallow creatures. I have been observing how ppl especially ladies, treated me during my transformation this past 17 months. How they look, how they speak, their body languages are heaven and earth apart 17 months back and now.
Like yesterday, some girl was asking me out. I remembered more than a year back i was asking her out and she declined. Hah.. Why the contrast?
Superficial!

and so He speaks

Monday, June 14, 2010
Three Hundred Thirty Two Time

Survived my nights on 5-7 June. Weekends are definitely nicer to work. Most of the time there's lesser pt. Still have many more things to learn. How to talk to pt, how to talk to dr, how to ask for assistance when i'm really busy with changes and most importantly, learning how to defend myself against hypocrites.

Was at my auntie house few weeks ago. Was playing around with singing bowls and her various cards about orbs, angels etc.. So i happen to be using the angel cards. The deck of cards is use to ask the angels about directions in life or advices on the things that you want to do. I drew 3 cards, Children, Healer, Get some exercise. First two is quite obvious. Have been working with children since N years ago. Being a nurse or someone in the healing process. Been pondering about the get some exercise. Have i not been exercising enough?

Off these two days. Was out grocery shopping today at Giants. Spend a long time reading the nutrition labels. Everything seems so unhealthy, including those with the "Healthier Choice" logo. Food with cholesterol less than 2mg, polysaturated fat, trans fat, high sodium level. What does it mean by healthier choice then?

and so He speaks

Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Three Hundred Thirty One Time

This past week havent been the best week. Issues arising from every aspects of my life.

My brain is a wonderful organ. So wonderful that it actually analyse and churn out a "Prospect of this relationship" data by itself. Things like personality, personal problems to future problems etc.. One may say, "Isnt that great, at least you know what may possibly happen in the future." To me its a barrier. A barrier that stops me from taking the next step. We may jolly well just stay as friends, but what about the things that happen during the acute phase?

Why cant it be as simple as Boy like girl, Boy date girl, BGR, great future?

Nobody is perfect but I'm searching for the perfect person.

and so He speaks

Monday, May 10, 2010
Three Hundred Thirty Time

I cant stop you from liking me.
(Can) I can stop myself from liking you ....???

and so He speaks

Thursday, April 29, 2010
Three Hundred Twenty Nine Time

Finally finished the foundation program last week. This four weeks will be orientation phase. Yet another four weeks of office hours. Argh~ Go to work = Packed. Go home = Packed. Cant wait for shift to start. More pay.

My world is getting bigger. Or was I too caught up in my own world all this while?

I cant satisfy everyone. At the end of the day, someone's gonna get left out.

What's next?

and so He speaks