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Monday, November 21, 2005
Fifth Time
Just had my SJAB ATC 05 from 18-20. Damn tired these few days, because straightaway after work from 7-3, go home pack bag, go KSS. So tired that day, slept at 1am that night/day. Forgot why so late sleep liao, tired until forget everything. Then second day of camp was busier, need to do my campfire stuff. Early morning went parade square to take out the firewood soak overnight, then put in the next batch to soak. Did not know that kerosene was so burning, it burn the latex glove like nothing. Wear 8 layer still manage to burn until the last piece inside. So next time anyone want to organise campfire must buy lots of glove. 2 pack should be enough. but I found out that actually vinyl one is better, it does not get thinner when it meets with kerosene. Just two layer can wear for a long time. Consider vinyl next time.
Then afternoon taught my triage theory, emphasize that to my cadets. FYI: Triage is aka mass casualty situation lah. The basic is to save the more able bodied before those seriously ill. eg. You should save someone with a small cut on the hand before you save someone with stab wound and a hole in the chest. That does not sound humane but it is derived from the French in 1800s where there is alot of battle going around. Think, one soldier kana one bullet shot to the arm, another soldier leg got blast off during a land mine. Of course will save that guy with bullet shot first because he can still chiong. You must think differently, because normal human instinct is to save the one who is more ill. That is ONLY applicable during mass casualty situation like Tsunami, Hurricane or multiple( maybe 20) car collision.
Then after that is campfire which is organised by me. Haha.. My master of ceremony is my cutest sec 1 Amelia, and my dear Xingyun's brother yongting. Even though they are sec 1 , I still think they did a good job as I took away their virginity............... for a campfire emcee.. Wahaha!! I thought my cadets how to sing the most important cheer in their life in SJAB, "SJAB Cheer". It is the song that I wish everyone SJAB cadet can master and sing and do the action. I also tried teaching "There was a stream", but too chim for them to understand, so sing awhile then stop liao. Sianz! But I dont know why the cadets have a badder knowledge of campfire cheers liao. During my time almost everyone know how to sing standard campfire songs. We ended our campfire with a song " Cant smile without you", recommended by Shen Yang. Then after that, we chiong with water bomb. Muhaha.. My speciality, because i will hardly throw a water bomb, all I need to do is go to the person I wanna wet, then burst with my hand infront of them. Why take trouble to aim, just a squeeze everything settled. So next time got water bombing session, make sure dont get caught by me, or else feel the water explode in your face.
Then after water bombing time, is supper then sleepz. But, no can is good without a firedrill and tekan session. So the cadets go sleep, i sit there planning for the triage practical. Then slept for awhile, then wake my fellows officer up to get ready for the triage. The cadets did fairly or just failed the triage. eg. Cardiac Arrest can be = to sure death unless got CPR done. That case got seven casualty, one grp saved the one with cardiac failure third. So using theory of triage, CF should be saved last. That is the kind of silly mistake or faults that should not have been made. And from the way the girls carry stretcher, anyone can easily die from falling off or scared to death. So next year should drill their basic skills liao. That will bring me to the next point later part. Continue. Then after triage is promotion ceremony. Can anyone imagine, promotion ceremony at early morning. 5 am. Haha.. Only Chen Yie can think of this bian tai idea lor.. Siao Pig Girl(SPG) Muhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Of course, after that is PT, breakfast clean up. Then blah blah... ok.. End camp go home sleep.
My next point, if anybody have noticed, the speed at which I do my work is usually very slow pace. I can take a long time to finish a project but I believe that project will be a very good one. Chinese got one saying- Haste bring no good work. I also like to do do things on my own, like what Ah leow said "hero". The reason for me not liking to share my workload to anyone is because, i hardly find anyone I can trust to do the job. That is why I always end up having alot of shit piling on me. Ah Leow always tell me to distribute work to other ppl, but I rarely do it because not everyone have earn my trust. The one I trust most in SJAB is Choon Siong, because I believe he is much better than me in dealing with things. To be frank, he should be holding the post I am holding now, it is just that he back up from OTC 04 and went to 05 instead. If not, I will definitely vote him to take charge of this dept. I know where I stand, i am not the best leader or coordinator. But at least I try. That is why I hope alot of ppl can try to earn a trust not only from me but to others. Ai Suan and Choon Kiat have also earn little of my trust. Peiyun,Xinyan,ChenYie,WanTing little more. Ah Leow can be trusted most but he always cheat us but is for the corp and our sake la, SOMETIMES! I dunno when I can really trust Shan Zhi. But next year I will be standing alone, unless my Ongky continue to stay in SJAB. Mah will be botak next year, wont have much time to help out. The feeling of loneliness and helplessness is engulfing me. I do not like this feel! I do not like to be left alone fighting the "War On 5 days Work Week" by our Dear PM Lee. Would like to hear " If you are not the one"
~I dont wanna run away, but I cant take it. I dont understand!~
Sad! It is real sadness when I think back of the time when i was still wearing my cadet head crest and training with my brothers of KSS SJAB comparing it to the situation now where ppl are leaving me. I feel like being torn apart piece by piece. I feel like crying, I did not even cry when my Grandfather pass away as I believe not to let sadness be spread, cos one cry all cry. This show how impt my brothers in SJAB means to me. :'(
PS: This is my blog! I can say alot of things out, but not everything out. Do not stop me! Jabroonis!
and so He speaks
