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Friday, November 11, 2005
Fourth Time
SHIT HAPPENS!!
1.)Do I always look like I D-A-M-N FREE to every person in this world?
Why do PPL like to throw alot of F**king stuff to me to do when I F**king got no time?
What side of me tells you that I have alot of F**king time to do other things? The sunny side up ar? GY la!!!!!!!!!!
Cant I have my own F**king time to F**king do my own personal things?
Dear to all, FYI: A nurse job sucks! What Bai Yi Tian Shi? All these are craps that are made up by F**king old old old, teeth drop, whitened hair ppl. 7-3, 1-9. This kind of time to work, do you think ppl have alot of time to rest or even have a nice conversation or gathering with your beloved one? I dont even have much time to talk to my parents or friends, what makes you think that I have the damn time to look after small kids!!!!! Sat and Sun is resting day for LimBei during attachment. Get this clear. I wanna say that during my working/attachment time I F**K got no time to entertain to alot of things or ppl. Dont wish to elaborate this any further. Get F**k by the staff, get screw by the pt. And have to look at the birdy face of F**king "Dogs"(if you know what it means). Tell me why??? Why??? Do I really look like I am free? Do I need to 24/7 need to know what shit or holy shit is happening?
Always staying online does not F**k means that I am free. I stay online in case anyone need anything from me or wanna ask me something. That will bring me to point two.
2.)Why do I always have to think for others before I think for myself?
Why must I always sacrifice my own time for others to F**k themselves upside down, downside up, inside out, outside in when they have more shitting time than me?
Does being in a government subsidised school mean that you are more holy, sacred, high class,important,top of the social class compared to those who pay adult fare to get around Singapore even though they are of the near same age who also F**king carry tons of lecture notes in their bag and have lecture and tutorial?
I F**k your friend ar! Ask your father all come la.. You ask ten twenty man come I also not scared ar. I one person can already.( Kinda of familiar??)
The point is: Why cant ppl F**k think of others before self? Shit all of you la!!
The Ultimate truth which not many ppl know or believe: I join nursing because of SJAB. My softheartedness control me and the way I do things! I hate this softheartedness but it is shitly in my genes!! If I did not have this genes, I would not have been an officer. Or even bothered about small kids.. The weakest batch of ppl I have seen in KSS SJAB was the 1988 batch. Till date I have not change my opinion on 88 ppl. They are weakass who are overly pampered by their friendly understanding caring and kind parents. Or they choose to be childish and idiotic in their way of doing things and thinkings! I still believe the 87 batch is still the best that KSS SJAB has seen. No one in that yr from the other UGs can achieve what we have gotten. And I do not believe any one can ever do that. The bonds that are built up during our countless hours of training cannot be achieved by others. We are on our seperate ways after O, I still miss the time we spent on training. I decided to blog it and tell those F**King ppl who dont F**K believe the truth. But I dunno if I can maintain this belief or passion in my stay! " Pro Utilitate Hominum" For the Service Of Mankind, a holy sacred great phrase that have been around for 900 plus years.. Can I still believe in the service to mankind?? My God knows!!
This blog is to shit some things out from my long kept f**kstration..
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life IN HELL!
and so He speaks
