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the lonely story
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Nineteen Time
Went for footdrill on 28/12/05. Started at 8am. Around 21 person came. Maybe because it is a not complulsory training. But at those who i think should be there is there. Ong, CK came also. Mah was sick and did not come. So bad. Nvm. Still carry on without Mah. So Ong warm the cadets with basic drills. Then after that we split up, Ong took the three commanders(yan hsiang,shaiful,christine) then CK took the ppl who need more practice. I took the ppl who are more stable. Sec 1 drills still all right, just that the movement not sharp enough. The hormat wasnt style, the turning not sharp. Then sec 2 still the best. All can make it. but sze him kind of strange. Need more training for her. Then sec 3, never really see. I more focused on my sec 1 and 2. Because will be sending the 1,2 for NDP next year. Hope they can do their best in getting into the squad. 9 person can go in. So the chance quite high. Never really thought of who going in, but got a brief picture already. Most of the time was doing revision with them. Then taught slow march. Gave everyone a chance to try to be a commander. Can say all did fairly only, even those who pass BNCO. A long way to go for them before becoming a trainer or commander. Hope they can learn. Anyway, i did not do wrong thing during the session. =P
Then we told everyone their FAC team. Dunno is it right anot. I still dont feel the team is correct. Still need some adjustment here and there. Hope it will be some what fair abit. Need sometime to think through. NC 1 i wont change, because it is what i wanted. Then NC 2 suddenly realise got one small problem. NC3 also got some problems. Haha.. All got problem. Maybe should make the decision myself, feel that it will be better compared to the one discussed.
After that , went LJS makan. Then play pool with Ong. Won him. Wahaha.. Anyway, still have something which i havent settled. Which i want to settle by before i start school. Dont wish to bring it to a new year. Hehe..
Just wanna say some stuff in these paragraphs. My way of teaching my cadets is most of the time self learning. I feel self learning is better. just like in poly. Your lecturer is somehow redundant ppl in poly. Haha. So i really hope they can learn themselves more than i teach them. I teach them but the meomorising is up to them. They dont want learn wanna slack wanna die themselves, i will prefer them dont come see me. i dont wanna see a cadet who doesnt have passion or enthu to learn. It is equal to LOSERS! aka Shit people! (pardon my crudeness but it is how i feel)
Next, i have somehow made a new year resolution after looking at the zone calendar today 30/12/05. The corp will be damn busy, alot of comp to get in. So i decided to postpone my study first SJ second dream for half a year. Getting more into studies after all their comp after June. So i have to sacrifice sometime for my cadets. To help them achieve their best. And leave fond meomories in them forever. It is always nice to think back of what i did in my sec sch years. NDP 01, National SJ camp 01, FAC 02, National Camp 02. Especially the trainings that we had together as a team, the bond will always bring smile anytime anywhere when i think of it. Never gonna forget it, always hoping to relive the moments again. Kelvin, choon siong, shen yang, wei jian, jun xiang, george,nurul, raihanah,jiayang. The ppl i remember more from my batch. Still got wei wen, chin chuan, mei yun, shu jun. Hope that i have mentioned everyone from my batch. *smile**grin* Hope that my efforts will pay off in my cadets. If they dont achieve, my effort = wasted and my morale/passion will be unearthed.
and so He speaks
