The Next Big Thing
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Monday, December 12, 2005
Left my blog alone for quite awhile, almost one week le. Last time I stopped at kukup tour part one. I lazy to write detail now, so summary. Eat shit sleep! The end of the tour.. Muahahaha!! Btw, Kukup girls are beautiful, as I chanced upon one of the residents house selling wu xiang. The three daughters of the owner were beautiful, not very but under the beautiful category. Hope to go Kukup again!!
Nothing much happened from 6 Dec-8 Dec. On 9 Dec, i went out with Ong, WeiJian, Cliff and Bra. We went Seoul Garden at Jurong Point. Did not eat alot lah, only a little bit compared to the amount me and my Judokas eat at Zhen Fa and Yuki Yaki. We ate and I introduce my DEAR to my bros.. My dear is so beautiful, so slim, so petite. Love like siao. Hehe!! Guess Who??
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Got it? Wahaha!! It is my new Digital Camera, FX460 which my mum bought for me.. Hehe.. I love it so much that I even gave it a name "Spammer". Haha.. 5.1 megapixel, 12.2 total zoom and 2.5 inch LCD monitor. Easy to use compared to Bra's last time DC.. Haha.. Continue..
After Seoul Garden, we went to Lot 1 K pool without Bra as he had something else to do at home. We chiong for around 2 hrs, and I won all the matches against the three of them. (Should be lah) So happy! Then after that we went home. Nice celebration!!
Then come to the next day which is my Zone X "Zone Presentation Night". Reach CDANS around 5.35pm with Chen Yie. My motive there was to EAT only!! Seriously!! I did not go there to enjoy anything lor. Hehe!! Then we met up with others then we went in. We were sitted at table 2 where there were already 2 MS guys sitted. We got 10 person, then we had to sacrifice Ah Leow and Dicky. Hehe!! But candice came over and say that Jerilyn had to go over to table 6 as she was a recepient of the Commissioner Badge. She hesitated but still have to go lah. Then Dicky was saved from loneliness. Actually, I also need to go on stage to receive my Warrant Of Appointment. But I did not register my name at the reception because the time we went in the VIPs were coming in le. So bo bian lah.. Actually the committee were also at fault lah..
1. They did not had a planning as to who is supposed to sit which table or which corp is assigned to which table. So made the place little chaotic.
2. They did not have coordination between the ground crew and the stage crew. Some names were read wrongly, those who were here the name was not read like mine. Those who were not here their name was read, then cause some confusion and "coldness"created.
3. The last speech by Alice the chairman or advisor was too long and some part not appropriate/insulting. She said something like the pictures of the Senior Citizens last time were very thin compared to now. Obviously anyone can hear that it was a most inappropriate thing to say but the senior citizens were laughing awhile. Laugh until your teeth drop lah.. Muahahaha!!!
4. The PA system sucks! The voice was not clear, the videos and slides shown were not coordinated(got 2 comp). 1 screen was fine but too far to see from my table. The other was big, but the images were out of the screen. So = never see much thing. And, the music they play doesnt suit the event. They played the new Blackeyed Pea dunno what song. How can a presentation night have these songs. Never think sia..
5. This may not have to do with the committe but is good to take note. How come always got award is always the same school take de.. Is it corruption? Is it bribery? Or is pure favouritism? Dont wish to mention the name of the school.
Well! I think the best part of the night's event was to see my gi nas onstage to perform, sing, receive prizes. The singing by Laura and Simin was acceptable, but Laura seem abit disorientated or can call it stage shy. Then after theirs was the fashion show or dunno what they call it. Amelia was the model/representative of my corp. Made her up like an angel with wings and flowers and wands. I think she will like the wand more, because she is a Harry Potter fanatic. What are the three forbidden spells?? Hehe.. Really nice decorations + she so pretty = Pretty angel (Lame)
So i took my Dear to take photo. As I can see, my MSN photo and my friendster photo is the pic i took with Amelia. I really think the pic is very nice. Beautiful girl and handsome guy(Dont laugh) makes the photo perfect. Forgot to mention the posters that were designed by christine as the background. Wonderful combi!!
Then I took alot of photos of shixian, liwen, kahleng as they were sitting opp of me.. Hehe.. For fun de lah.. And someone else GRABBED my Dear and took hundreds, thousands, millions of photo of herself. EXTREMELY ZI LIAN sia!! Still dare say me wor.. =P
Then the dinner ended with the corp taking photos and Ah Leow taking our passport size for future uses. Jerilyn took christine car to go home, so I gave her my Dear, cert & door gift to bring home first. As i was holding two uniform covers, i told her to help me take as I handed my stuff to her. Then she went off taking Ah Leow uniform cover home. Did not realise that until Ah Leow asked me for the cover. Then i suddenly realised that the cover was taken home by Jerilyn. Then Ah Leow had to drive me, shi xian, choon siong to my house to go take and change his uniform out. Haha.. Careless of me and non thinking of Jerilyn. =P Then nothing special happened these two days.
Chen yie have been asking me to write about the girl I like as I have promise to write it in my previous few entry. But I got no feel to write it out lei.. Because I am in a dilema(as always because of my many perspective point of view and metacognition). There was this girl that I liked ever since she was in sec 1. But due to the fact that I am her senior in SJ, I dare not take action as I have to make a barrier between senior and junior. Did not know why I think this way, so I just waited and waited until she graduated this year. I was so happy when she finished her last paper. My MSN nick was counting down to that day lor.. But!!!!
I suddenly realise that something was missing. She now felt like a stranger to me. I dunno why. I just feel that my understanding of her was stucked at the time I left school which is her sec 2 yrs . My meomory of her stayed at 2003, two yrs behind time. It is like a feeling that someone you know for so long suddenly felt so alien,strange to you. We are like two boats, drifting further away from each other as the time goes by. I dont like this feeling. Ong have been asking me to show the passion in me to her. But I dare not. Something was not right. :"( Why am I in a dilema? Another girl pop into my life recently, maybe about 4-5 months ago. In SJ too. Do I continue to let the barrier affect me? Or do I ram it down? Who?
I have been thinking alot these few days. Why do I make so much sacrifice for SJAB? Is it worth my sacrifice? I choose Nursing because of SJ. I did not take any action because of SJ. How much more sacrifices must I make? Must my life revolve around SJ everytime? I am tired of it. I need to live my own life not the way SJ makes me. Btw, my results have been dropping. I got lots of C and D for my semester paper, which I do not appreciate. I need to give more to my studies in 2006.
"Change is a must and sacrifice is a requisite." I made it up last few days. Need to set another goal for myself. I do not wish to sacrifice again.
and so He speaks
