Twenty Time
let's talk about resolution and reflection today. Because Chen Yie ask me write reflection. Haha.. So my 05 reflection. SJ, Judo, Study, Girls, Family, Friends, Self.
SJ- A rather busy year. With FAC, COC and to handle two training programs all thanks to PM Lee. Messy training programs, because have to see two programs and to make sure nothing is left out. I always feel that the main problem in the corp is trainer shortage. And i think next year will have a change to this problem. Hope so! Learn quite alot by myself this year, i have to learn my first aid and teach my cadets at the same time. I am proud of my ability to have a good knowledge of First Aid, foot drill, transportation, nursing. Almost all the subjects that is important in SJ.
Judo- Had a competition this year. Did not win anything but had a good experience. Had done quite alot of training but i slacked after i got my orange belt. Have not gone to training for about 3+ months. I feel abit sorry to my judokas for not attending training. I did not have the feel to train. A period is because I having alot of tests and presentation, then came attachment. Haiz~ Feel bad lor..
Study- Did not give my best shot in my study. I was like slacking around or doing my SJ stuff more of the time. So i somehow put my study one side. When there is exam or test coming then i study. My grades are dropping each semester, just pass everything this semester. Was scared to death that i have to take sub paper. But the lecturers are really redundant ppl lor.
Family- This 18 years of life, i have not really go understand or love my parents, especially my father. i will never share my problems with them, i will always keep to myself. Dont really feel any bonds with them, it is like i just take money from them. So bad of me.
Friends- Seen more ppl in poly. Most of my classmates are just my classmates. Dont really have friends in poly. Dont mingle that much around. Still prefer the friends i make in sec sch. We gone through more tough times. Shen yang, wei jian bros. Cliff my bestest friend(F?M?haha) Dont really have alot of significant girl- friends. Maybe Li Chween because she can feel how i think and vice versa. Maybe my bastard group, Sarah, Jessica, Chee Yan, JieYing.
Girls- Hmm.. Hard to say. Those who are somehow more significant in 05. Wei Fen- My good friend? Amelia-My sec 1. Simin- My sec 1 buddy. Wei Shan-My nursing lecture mates. Haha.. Lalalala~~~
Self- Still stay around the same weight. But i think grew 1 cm taller to 177 this year, after staying at 176 for 2-3 yrs. Quite happy la. Still quite the same person. Happy-go-lucky. Nice to everyone even though some ppl sucks. Still the same peace loving, hate violence guy. Still like to play with my juniors as much as i did year year year ago. Hehe!! Health not as well i think. Stamina down, but i think strength went up by abit. Still dunno how to style myself because i dont care also.(On stage, off stage theory) My room still as messy. But i think grown more handsome. Wahaha.. Upgraded myself to Anti-Christ. Think more these days.
Overall 05 was not such a bad year. Now resolution time.
SJ- Rank it first for 06 first half of the year. Alot of things to be done. Still have two years service to my four year promise. Haha.. CS gone, so may have more work. Lucky still got LiWen to help me. Hope the cadets take more initiative, learn better. Dont make me so headache. The management team have better knowledge in all subjecst.
Judo- Not sure if i wanna continue in judo. Kind of no feel already. The ppl in there have changed. Anthony became more bird. Not the same as it was. No resolution for this.
Study- Rank second for 06 first half. Wanna study more. Dont wanna walk into exam hall asking myself if i will pass or fail the exam. Hate it. Be nicer to my group members..Dont wanna be the chairperson of my class. Waste my time, waste my brain juice. So of my classmates are childish, dont care of others feeling. Hope they grow up la, or they will be a lousy nurse next time.
Family- Never think of them yet. Maybe study psycho too much. Because got one theory says that only older people will start to think of family more. So i will let it stay as it is.
Friends- Hope my friends will stay as they are. And Cliff dont change too much. I dont wanna always take time to accomodate to your new behaviour, new thinking. You change alot these two years. Almost yearly change one time. Stick to your most inner self, dont follow trend like Korean. >_<>
Girls- Find myself a girlfriend. Dont wanna make the same wish again like what i did for my 16-18 birdday. Interested applicants pls call my hp. Muahaha.. =P My criteria for a girlfriend very easy, not damn chio, nice to me, love me for who I am. No more. Short and sweet. Still as single and availble as I was for so many years. =P------
Self- Wanna lose weight.. Haha.. 100 kg maybe. So that means 25 kg off in one years. Haha.. Wanna grow taller, 185 is my dream height. Be the same person as i was but think better. Nicer to everyone. Dont wanna change too much. Styling myself....Nope. Natural is the best.
Overall- Not much changes. Just be a better person. Hope everyone can reflect themselves. Going west coast to celebrate NYE. Dunno how to but can try.
and so He speaks
