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the lonely story
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Thirty Four Time
Too tired to write anything yesterday. So write today. Yesterday got judo performance also. Ours was at 5pm. Not alot of ppl. More of NYP ppl than others. Receive good applause again. I actually saw the expression on a business IT student when ay deng was thrown. He was like damn shock because he almost flew out of the mat. His face was damn funny lor, like a gu niang. LOL! Who cares about him la. I dont like gu niangs. Then the last performance was from TKD. On a little note, they are not well prepared. On a serious note, they SUCK. Their kick was weak. And their so called coordinated sparring was like shit. The person kana kicked didnt know how to fall. And their timing was off like hell. And one guy fell wrongly and hurt his back. Serve him right. Alot of judoka said after the performance that they have join the right martial art. We were so proud of ourselves. Hehe.. And the worst thing they did, was to break the wood they are holding even though the person never hit it. RIGHT IN FRONT OF OUR EYES!! Wahahahahahaha.... They are weaklings.. Then on our way back to the dojo, we were mocking them. Saying that they no good etc... Then we came up with a good phrase. "We break bone, they break wood". Which is true la. Judoka very easily get injured. My left arm got some contusion after the performance. And one of my club ppl broke his forearm last time. So violent right. Haha.. Then in the dojo, everyone was playing with TKD performance thing. We use shadowless kick and other kick to imitate their performance. So funny. Long time the club never get so wild liao. But dunno if it will last. Well.. Appreciate what is on hand now before it disappear.
Yesterday was the earliest i reach home. 7.30pm. Last four days i reach home at around 11pm. So damn tired. Anyway, it is time well spent. Even though my left last toe hurt like siao, it is a worthwhile sacrifice. At elast i am happy with the performance, so pain is temporary and honour is forever. I think i made a impact/name for myself in the back of the mind of those present. Haha.. Because my performance was the finale and somehow the worth watching part. Hehe..
Today went to KSS for training. 9-5 again. Taught BJM(Bone Jone Muscle) bio. Very short lesson. Took about 1hr15min. Then the rest let ong do transportation. Never see how they did because was accompanying wan lin at the foyer. She fell down the stairs then waited for ah leow to come to help send her home lor. Nothing serious, only a little swollen left ankle. Then went lunch at limbang. Came back and have footdrill. Did the formation. Quite ok looking la. Had a hard time coordinating it. The timing and positioning. Can say finally we did it. But there was one thing that was not done before that. The sizing. Forgotten to do sizing. because some ppl were taken away before we did the formation. well.. It is a mistake. But this mistake made me disappointed in the squad. CT cried. I was disappointed in her today. She forgotten the pact we made. Dunno what to say about that. It is just a change in their positioning. And, it is only the FIRST training. I emphasize the FIRST training. So what is there to be angry/annoyed/unhappy about. The formation is not finalised yet. Must try several one to see which one is more do-able and impressive right. So i see no point in their behaviour. Utter Childishness! Showing their weakness in flexibility. If you are good, you will be able to take up any challenges post to you. If you are weak, may god blast you! Hell to you! I dont like weaklings in my corp. I want quality. Quantity is low, so i will expect quality. If there is low quantity and low quality, what is the point of training. Might as well stay at home rot, or go Lot 1 be stupid lian/beng who is a pest to the society. I am not training ppl to be weaklings, i want them to be independant and have great teamwork. Not only in SJ but also in life. What you see happening in SJ also reflect their real life. If you are weak and admit you are weak, and want to change, you are good. If you are weak and dont admit it, and refuse to change, you are a lowly inferior wimp. Not worthy of anyone pity or teaching you. I also heard from someone saying the mother want to complain why we have such damn long training on sat. WTH! I have never like parents who refuse or dont agree to CCA. Come on la.. Your child is going for training and not shopping around some shopping malls and smoking right. They are spending quality time and not just bull shitting lei.. Cant anyone spare a thought for those trainers who spend their precious weekend in a sch rather than going out with friends for the sake of moulding a kid into a better person. My timetable makes me go home at night for 3 day a week. Then if i got lesson for the training i only got two days to do. You think LimBei got so much free time entertain shit complaints. The hours spend in planning the year program is already damn F**KED up. What about the time we need to spend in teaching them? It can clock up to 100++ of hours or more a year for me. What do i get in the end? All these pathetic shit! Just dont understand parents of the other generation. If i was the child, i will be scolding them liao. For me, if my mother ever ask me why need to spend so much time in Sj, judo. I will scold her. For what? For being a pampered parent who doesnt appreciate trainings. Not letting a child go CCA = Ruin the future of the child. Sianz~ Dunno how ppl think nowdays. Getting more annoyed as time goes by. And, i dunno why the heck ppl need to get so angry about fallen posters. one word. Shit!
Next, i was thinking for quite long also. Spending more time = less respect? Spending less time = more respect? SHIT! BULL SHIT! Think! It is kind of Ironic but true now. Which i dont appreciate.
Some last words of advice. To achieve something, sacrifice is a must. To get good academic result, you need to sacrifice leisure time. To win a comp, you need to sacrifice your playtime, and/or your CHILDISHNESS. For me. i aim to play a nice soccer game today which i did. But in the end, i got a big broken blister on my left toe and skin was torn beneath it. And big unbroken blister on right toe. That is the sacrifice that i am talking about. Maybe not physically but mentally. Think about it!
PK- Nitez!
You too, but not you.
ps. Like i have said, "Change is a must and sacrifice is a requisite". And i repeat, I dont appreciate WEAKLINGS!
and so He speaks
