The Next Big Thing
LimBei is my nick
KLKX is my name
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the lonely story
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Thirty Seven Time
Went sch at 10am today. Skip first lecture then go library do psycho project. Doing on SLE(Systemic lupus Erythematosus), it is as chim as the name sounds. So coincidence that audrey was doing for her project too. Need to write psychosocial cause and impact regarding the disease. Impact got alot, but when i doing the causes, siao liao.. Cant find any cause, as it is a autoimmune disease where the person own cell attack its own cell. Then sianz man.. Went for the second lecture at 11am. Ask my group members how.. Then they say change topic lor.. And the best thing was, we need to hand up at 12pm. Then we decided to do lung thing. Then i choose COPD as it was my best subject. Because easiest to remember. Can anyone believe it, i manage to get it done in about 30 min time during lecture. Wahaha.. Then went for the tutorial. The teacher said it is good, the objectives were met and our path was right. Side track abit, in sec sch and poly is diff. Poly projects normally is just a question and some descriptions. Whereas in sec sch, the details are more and easier to follow. In poly need to think ourselves, so sometime can get in the wrong track. That is one diff between sec sch and poly student. Back.. Then go makan at FJ. Sat beside some lecturer, heard them gossiping. Should be talking about their management problem la.. Who cares anyway.. Then went library awhile, then follow guo hao for his grp meeting. Then went for my grp meeting for dengue fever. Discussed how to teach pri sch students. I need to make a big mosquito model. Wow!! My art sucks.. Hehe.. Then went for clinical lab. After which went NC drink coffee with meiting and grp and guo hao and the bastard grp. Haa.. Went for lecture. Left at 6pm. Meet my mother and aunt at 7.30 at lot 1. Then went goldheart. My mother bought a necklace for herself. Then she was hinting that her birthday is near (Feb 16), and she eyeing at the rings. The cheapest i saw there was 98 bucks. Damn exp.. For me la.. She said i still got 3 weeks. Let's see.. Three weeks money maybe = 150. Then i can only use 50 in three weeks. That is hard. So maybe i give diff things.. Then went seiyu, bought some stuff for my father. I think i dont like to shop with my mother. i enjoy going out with them during pri sch time. But now older liao, feel quite sianz..
Meiting was talking with me in the afternoon. She see my ipod got buddhist songs. Then she ask my religion. Then i told her i buddhist, then followed by anti christ. Then she was like little piss off. I dunno why she is piss. So what if she wants to be a christian. And me to be an anti. We have our own beliefs. I dont think anti christ is something to be ashamed of. You can think that Jesus sacrifice himself for you to pay for your sin. But i dont believe. And you or I have no right in changing that person belief unless it is life threatening. SO i dont see why i cant be an anti christ. I choose to not believe Jesus. Remember jabroonis, "You reap what you sow". So either one of us will go hell or heaven. Let time decide. So dont interfere with my belief. This is not a scolding, just to share what i feel and what i think.
Weishan was telling me to take pic with her someday while talking to her on MSN yesterday.. So nice right. From what i remember, she is the second who "volunteer" to want take pic with me. As she say it will be a damn cute pic.(AGREE!) Let me think! Dunno the pic take with li chween during grad night counted anot. Dunno is she ask me or i ask her also. Haha.. Maybe got some more la, but only got two i remember more vividly. First is you(?? :P), second is wei shan.
Talking with someone in MSN just now. We were talking about a girl. And she ask me about my past. The one which i dont which to talk about. I feel like crying whenever i talk about it or think about it. Because it was my fault. History is painful, even till today now. I can never forget it. There is no need to reveal so much details here. :'( The truth hurts. If i was more caring, daring two years ago, I might not be so sad now. I would have been a happy guy with full 24 ribs, not like now only got 23. I am real sad now. And we were talking about replacement. :'( Too sad to think now. Let me go sort out myself again.
PK- Nitez
You too, you too.
ps. Not all memories are happy one. Pain!
and so He speaks
