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the lonely story
Thursday, January 05, 2006
Twenty Three Time
Ok. Today i wanna talk about my weak judo club and my stupid classmates.
To start off with my classmates, what i can say is they are people who suffer from what i call Selfishness Disease and Rejuvenation Disease which makes them think like kids. First disease. Back to class today again. My suggestion to seperate the better group into two group fell on deaf year. Some history. This group is made up of two clique of friends. Yi ying, Qion Wen one clique, Mei Ting, Wanyi,Yuen Shuan one clique. They are the group which can stay on their own even if they are not in the same team. For qion wen group, she is the most efficient person in doing projects in the class. She can finish a project due only by 1 or 2 months later in a few days. So pro right. So that's why i said she can stand on her own with yi ying. And next group, mei ting group. They have always produce good projects in the class. So they are also a group which can stand on their own. And now the SHIT happens. This two efficient cliques want to grp together. You can see it as a good idea, pooling all the so called knowledgable ppl into one team to produce perfect works. But, they did not realise one thing. They are making life hard for me, and for guo hao and syakir. Joycelyn my mei(even though she is older haha), go itchy hand write out a group list. Then only she and the ppl sitting around her can choose what they want. Then they choose liao, then show me. Then i was thinking WTF they trying to do. They put me and two of my malay classmates together, with another of my china classmate. Then, they put guo hao who dont do work, li juan and liu yue who also dont do work with syakir. Now you see my point. You create a star group, then in order to create it you leave these two other groups to death. What are you trying to tell me? Your power overrule the leader(which is me) authority is it? I like to be nice to everyone. I dont like to hurt any of my classmates in any way. If my china friends need help i still have to help them, not only because of the responsibility of a leader, but as a human you will help. So i am never fierce to the my classmates, they request anything i just follow. eg. Ask me book extra clinical lab, i go book lor. Ask me find teachers i go find lor. Then what do I get now? They are stepping all over me. See me as a nice friendly giant who dont know how to argue. Right! I am nice, friendly and dont know how to argue. Because I dont like conflicts, dont wish anyone get hurt. So i always keep these shit problems to myself. There is a saying" Tiger dont make itself fierce, you will treat is as a sickly cat" So, I am OFFICIALLY telling my classmates now. If you want to disturb me anymore, you can. But you have to accept all responsibility for your action. I dunno what i will do, but i know i can do alot of things as stated in my previous previous blogs. Any way continue story.
Went to class to ask yiying to seperate their grp, to be fair to the china classmates and me, syakir and guohao. They talk about it a little during tutorial time. The conclusion: "Why not you break the other groups up, why must be my group" I see i see. So their Selfishness Disease is acting up. And their Rejuvenation Disease also. Their thinking is now = kids. "I dont want share my things with you" " I go tell my mummy beat you"*cry**cry* Now you see why i say Rejvenation Disease. So selfish, so childish. And worst of all, they are going to be future nurses. Imagine next time you go hospital, then you see them. Patient ask you nicely to help him buy something from the 24 hr shop downstairs, then the selfish disease act up."Buy for you for what, so heavy. I only care for myself. You go die" Then the rejuvenation disease act up."Why buy for you? Mummy say cannot talk to strangers" LOL!! See the quality of students some school are producing to be a professional.
Now i am feeling that they are pathetic people. They have no shame. No teamwork. Pathetic why? Because they dont think for others, think for themselves. Thinking = kid, not matured. What is the use of being a nurse want you dont have compassion and empathy? You might as well go engineering. Face the machine which have no feelings. Shame? They dont feel ashame of their behaviour, what they did or doing now is making life hard to everyone in the class. Even if they dont feel it, i also feel sorry for their parents. For having such children, who are rubbish and shit and pest to the family and school and society. Haiz~ Poor parents of theirs. Hope you all can live well with them for the rest of your remaining life. Muahahaha!!
For me now is very simple. I dont want to care for my classmates. You all are not worth my worry. So be it. Dont waste everyone time. I rather spend time with my corp then in this pathetic, lowly, disappointing class. At least my cadets are nicer kids than you all. Feel ashame of yourselves. Even my sec 2 who is 13 yr old knows how to care and share. You all? After 18 plus years of your life in this world, you cant even be compared to my sec 2. Not even their leg hair. You might as well go dig a hole hide yourself. Dont tell ppl you are my classmates or i know you. I will feel stupid and crude to acknowledge your belonging to this wonderful world. Waste of resources($, food,oxygen,water etc..) bringing you all up. Might as well give these luxuries to ppl in Utopia who are worth more than you all. Really pathetic ppl who shouldnt have appeared on the face of this earth.
Enough of these pathetic ppl whom i thought I called classmates. Next to my judo club. Why is it weak now? All because of the club president. He and his gf is now making the judo room like their house. Pillows, nice clock, alot of refreshments for themselves. And worst of all, they dont like us to be in the room. Why? Scared we dirty the room. *clap* for them. Send them for a brainwash pls to clean their shit accumalated in their head. My club president wasnt like that before he meet his gf who is also our senior brown belt. Last time he was nice but not so nice. We all know he is a boastful guy who likes to talk cock. So we just listen to him talk cock sometimes la. Last time we still can go out eat. Go Yuki Yaki, go Zhen Fa, then go out taunt whole night like crazy ppl. Those were the days.. Until his gf appeared. Me and yao zong feel that his gf is making use of him to control the club. I think the decorations all these is suggested by the gf. And he just follow, without asking the committe's opinion. So what if you president of the club, BIG ar~ You are just one asshole who like to blow your trumpet around the dojo and a pathetic person controlled by your gf without even knowing and believing it. Well~ Some history. My other judokas have seen his gf going out with other guys before even though they are together. It is normal and ok to do so. But, what if the guy holds your hand walk around and hug you by the waist. Is it normal? Do you call it incest or outrage of modesty? And worse, it is not only one guy they saw. It is two different guys. They got call him to tell him this when they saw it happen. His reactions was "Dont lie to me la, she say only go out, never hold hand or hug with him!" Do you see the point? Even before we told him, he knows they are going out. And the gf tells him that they wont hold hand when they are together! Isnt it obvious? She is admitting it herself. If you lie to your friend about something. eg. A accidentally broke B vase. Then A went off feeling guilty without telling B. Then when A suddenly sees B, he will so scared that he will tell B he did not break the vase even if B never ask him anything. Get the point!!
Normally last time when the president need to do some stuff during training time, he will pass the key to yao zong automatically to keep. Today, he need to take common test at 4pm. So yao zong as usual stick out his hand to take the keys. But Anthony(the president) pondered awhile, then tell his gf to lock the door after she left. See la.. Now got gf liao then your buddies/bros or ex bros(see how you want to see it) take key from you also cannot. And shoo us to the dojo because want to lock door liao. *CLAP* for Anthony. You have fallen in love................. in the wrong way.
Today also got rehearsal for the open house on Jan 19, 20, 21. One look you know it is the president's responsibility to gather everyone for meeting to discuss right. Wrong! He did not do anything. He never even prepare the scripts or event program. And it is only 2 weeks to the open house. Nothing is done. *CLAP* Luckily Ivan the government boy was there to help us coordinate. Then at 6.45 pm Anthony came back. Then got one sentence he said really piss yao zong off. he said,"This event let you all do, dont concern me. You need help then tell me." *CLAP* The words from our dear Anthony. A leader who dont do stuff = a figurehead = an asshole. So what i want to say is, my poly dont produce many good students. Even lousy ppl like him who went through army already can be president of the club. Really like my poly. I think I can even be the CEO of the poly now if this is the case. Haha!!
Suddenly I feel good to be evil. I did not realise that being someone bad is such a nice feeling. The evil aura is feeling me up. Mr Nice Guy no more for now. No wonder Ah Bengs so popular. But i wont stoop so low to be an Ah Beng. They are just kids and i repeat kids who like to form gang to scare ppl who are not so weak like them. Actually Ah Bengs are gu niangs who act like big shot. Haha!! Careful they take out their Super Soaker to shoot you then you know. And they come in gangs, dont get yourself wet. Shoot them back and they will go crying back to their mum."Got ppl bully*cry**cry*, cane them Mummy!" Haha.. I like being evil now. Enjoying every moment of my new aura. But it is temporary. I will be back to MR Nice Guy someday when i think i want. For now. Evil is my way of life.
and so He speaks
