The Next Big Thing
LimBei is my nick
KLKX is my name
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the lonely story
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Twenty Two Time
Back to sch today. Lesson started at 1010. Lecture. See my classmates again. Alot got new hairdo. Some make the hair look like shit and i think they think it is nice. Haha.. This is my class. Full of morons and shit ppl. Dont like my class. The groups of ppl dont like each other. This grp dont like that grp, that grp dont like this grp. Sounds familiar. And the next thing they will say will be "I tell my mother". Haha.. Sometimes i think my classmates like kids. So old and childish. In my class only got two ppl smaller than me, the others all older. But i feel that they have lousy thinking skills. EQ low. Dont know how to communicate. I am tired of bringing them together. Loose sand are hard to hold together. I am tired of being the water to let them stick together. So i decided, they want to be childish, want to hate each other, want to kill each other, want to F**K each other upside down, inside out is their problem. I just do my own stuff. Complete my diploma and bye bye to NYP. Damn boring school. Holding on as the leader or chairperson of my class for 1.5 yrs. Trying to bring everyone together for 1.5 yrs. Tired of it lor.. Come to think of it. How will you think if you are smarter than another older person. In the sense that you can think better, better EQ. I will think my classmates are pathetic ppl, should be ashame of themselves. Need someone younger to teach them how to have teamwork. Sianz of them la.
So i decided to put down my role as a chairperson. i dont care who wanna be next, i just dont want to interfere with class politics. They die, they die. But i know that they die , I wont die. Easy, case close. First step to becoming a ruthless hard hearted person. Dont wanna be too nice to them. Let them step all over me. It is just that i dont want to get angry, make situation ugly. And i havent been real angry before, so dunno what will happen. So like i said in dunno which entry, dont provoke me anyhow. I can hurt you to no return. Broken hand? Broken leg? Broken jaw? No problem. Give me 2 seconds and your wish will be fulfilled.
Continue. After lecture, go FJ eat meal 2 aka chicken terriyaki don. Steal Fazael laksa gravy. Then after that, went to AMK with guo hao. Wa lao.. NYP can really be crowned "Singapore No 1 Boring School". Even the nearest LAN shop is so far lor. Even though NYP is Ave 3 and the LAN is at Ave 6. We take bus then walk dunno how long to get there. So lousy sia. No wonder i feel no belonging to NYP. KSS still better. Love my corp. Then play DOTA and CS for 1 hr 30 min like that. Then went back sch for clinical lab. Then end at 4pm. Go north canteen drink kopi teh with fazael, syakir and guo hao. Then 5-7 pm lecture. Went home with yao zong and wan shi. Then reach home 7.30pm. On com. Then this is when shit came flying everywhere.
Talk to May, she ask me about medication stuff. Then told her side effects all this lor. Then she was like hiding some stuff and complaining some stuff. Dont want to elaborate. Just that i trying to be nice to my cadets and teaching them some life skills. Hope they can appreciate. So what if I am 18 only. Doesnt mean that i suck in life right. I definitely seen more things than alot of ppl. Achieve more things. Moreover I am studying nursing, what I see of human nature is more. If anyone who wanna F**K me upside down, make sure you have better achievement then me, seen more of human nature than me. So if not, pls STFU, if not go buy a dildo and play yourself. Refering to my classmates too.
Let me think of a nice way to put it. Making yourself Missing In Action(MIA) doesnt mean you are great. Not everyone is indispensable in the another world. That include you. Me too. If one day I go missing, the another world can still run, but not so efficiently. Need time to patch back the wound. So i repeat, never look yourself to be so good. I know all the skills teachable in the another world little bit better. So what? I still need to do everything by myself. No point in this unless you can see the deeper meaning which I doubt no one can.
Next, let me think again. A cat and a dog fight. Surely got one will get injured. Why not the cat and dog befriend each other to forge a better future for other cats and dogs.. Funny! To me, it is like children fight. "I tell my mother" again. WTF! Cat and dog can be nice to each other. Cat feel dog urinate at her terrritory, dog feel cat done nothing to claim that it is its territory. So?? Cat can urinate back and bla bla bla~ Fight to their death la. I will be the last man standing laughing.
Next, a dog and a cat works in the same territory. Dunno why one day the dog get angry, because cat never tell dog that he is the boss of this mini section of the territory. So dog not happy. Dunno why too. Then cat was thinking that she shouldnt have use the purr purr service which cost meso to inform dog. Complaining dog see itself big, but no skill. Worse. Dog and cat are related. Makes it looks bad. Well! I think enough of the cat and dog story. Why is human considered a superior race, because they have the ability to tame their beastly side which cant think properly. So conclusion, cat and dog have the ability to become human, just that IT want anot.
Anyway, CS leaving on Friday. My best partner leaving. So sad. Can he be replaced? Well~ Time will speak for itself. For now! Good nitez, have fun thinking about cats and dogs story.
ps. No wonder cats and dogs means downpour!
and so He speaks
