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Sunday, February 19, 2006
Fifty Four Time
Friday
Went sch at 10am for clinical lab. Then makan at SC. 1pm meet at LtK for leadership meeting. Actually meet for nothing la. Because everything done liao, meet for the sake of meeting. Typical nursing students.. Then went to lecture room at 2. Found out that the lesson starts at 3pm. Went eplaza surf net awhile then go back for lesson. We were the last grp to present that day. First grp talk about collin powell. Second about florence nightingale. Third about hitler. Then my grp talk about salahudin. First grp damn boring, too much info liao. Second is ok. Third have bad colour combination. imagine a bright purple background for powerpoint presentation. So glaring. And Hitler is not officially a leader as he is considered a dictator. Heard that once in sg got some competition talk about leader, then they talk about hitler as a leader. I think ppl were not happy and the government have to handle that case. That is the impact Hitler have made. Haha.. The lecture room com sucks.. Cant play DVD. We wanted to show two scene from Kingdom of Heaven, then cant read. So we just skip that watching part. Then I described how the scene looks like and how it showed leadership qualities. Overall i think my grp presentation is average but creative. Because we thought of using a movie to aid in our presentation. Then nothing special happened.
Saturday
Which is today or yesterday la.. Went KSS for training at 8. Define some terms with the teams. Then ah leow thought CPR procedure. Choon siong was in sch today too. With his new "hairdo". Hehe.. Then at 9 we split the girls into two, one do CPR, one do FAC procedure with me. Just go through how a first aid case will look like. Primary survey. Then 10-11 is orienteering theory from NCC. Yisheng went through map reading then divide the corp into details. Then settled. Then went makan at limbang. Eat that damn exp cai fan.. That auntie so bad lor. So little stuff count $3. Shit lor. My sch Food junction even cheaper. Damn! Then went NTUC buy green tea share. Bus came at 12pm. Went CDANS for archery. Got to shoot alot today. Because today is mostly practical except the part where the instructor taught us how to grp the shots and to adjust our shots. It works. Then got competition. First simulation round i got 54. Then start real thing. First round got 57/60 with an X. Second round 47. Third round got 55. Well, so total is 159/180 with a X. Fourth among everyone but not up till what i expected. Second round dunno what happen. Only 47. So crappy. Anyway, it is a nice experience. My first shot of the day no good. The string whack my hand and chest because i put very close to body. Damn pain lor.. Then a few shots i draw the string so hard that the tip of arrow was going to drop off that handle. And the string whack my face alot of time. Haha.. Of course i wasnt happy with the score. Haha.. Because shooting is my forte. Sianz~
Then class ended. Walk to mrt station. Ah leow go collect his car at bukit batok, then me and mah take mrt back with some kids. Go home sleep.. Then at night went arcade play time crisis2. To avenge for the lousy shooting with the bow and arrow. Haha.. Almost complete lor. Stage 3 area 3 died. Damn pissed.. I was playing the solo play one. Got one guy who started later then me ended much earlier. Haha.. And when i was resting for the next area, i see his score. Only half of mine when i was at that area. Wahaha... Boo~ Then went play pool and walk around lot 1. Tonight kopi session got more ppl. Brandon, mah, ong, wei jian, jing chi, tsoon liang and me. So that makes 7. If cliff was here there would be 8. Haha.. Saying the obvious. Cliff was with his popular girl aka shiqi. I think he bought presents for her again. WT............ Valentine day - $300++ for roses, $112 for k box then still got pool and dinner. Wow!! Hmm~ He should consider not spending so much on her. Like the girl not = spend lots of money on her. Love not = $$$. Continue. Bought makan then sat at singpost. Then move to mac. Then move to outside mac. Talk alot of things. One table had about three topics going on at the same time. Then everytime will have observer. Haha.. Then talk about jokes about sensitive topics. Then talk about poly and jc things. How poly sucks etc.. Come to think of it. Poly is not as easy as i thought when i was in sec sch. We always think that poly is so carefree not like jc so gan chiong. Only till we get to poly, then we know how poly sucks. The facilites sucks(for my sch), the lecturers(ALL AGREED!!) etc... So the bottomline, JC suffer for two years, poly suffer for three years. Choose. Anyway, i am not motivated in my studies le. Haiz~ just wanna get this nursing diploma and do other stuffs. Sianz~ Things have changed with time. My motive have changed from the time i fill in my JAE form. Then we talk till 1plus. Then went home. Bra drove so he wanted to sent mah and ong home because mah wanted to take something from ong's house. And bra was scared of the dark. Wahaha.. :P Then bra ask me to get into the car. Then i went in lor. My house is only 15-20 min walk from lot 1 and he want to bring me back. Haha.. Nvm la. That was nice of him and the car.
Was quite happy today. Miss snob no longer snob me. But......................... Haiz~
Got this from Chen yie blog where she took from sharmaine blog
If you're afraid to love a person because of friendship, you have two choices, either tells what you feel and let the love take place or hide the feeling under a friendship full of pretensions.
It's hard for two people to love each other when they live in two different worlds...but when these two worlds collide and become one, that's what you call magic!
Love can never be so beautiful without friendship...one leads to another and the process is irreversible...the best of lovers is the greatest of friends!!!
I can't choose who I'm gonna love, but I also can't just love who chooses to love me...and you can't blame me in choosing to love you as much as I can't blame you for not learning to love me. I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you loved the one before me, so I'll let you go to find him/her and hope someday you'll see that the one true love you're looking for was the one who set you free...
How can I say goodbye to someone I never had?Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine?Why is that I miss someone I was never with and I ask why I love someone who's love was never mine?
Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention of the one we think we love; we hardly notice the one we're really looking for was just there. You don't notice them 'till they are in the arms of someone else...
Have you really cared for someone more than you expected?Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of all the pain?Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she whispers someone else's name?Will you???
It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose that someone you love with your useless pride. When you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you will be ahead, the other behind. It's either you catch up or the other waits. When you love, you must not accept anything in return, for if you do, you're not loving but Investing. If you love, you must prepare to accept pain, for if you expect happiness, you're not loving but using... True love hears what is not spoken, and understands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart...
Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay the harder it is to leave...and you can never go without leaving your prints behind...
Don't love a person like a flower, because a flower dies in season. Love them like a river because a river flows forever... Love doesn't have to have a happy Ending, 'cause love doesn't have to end at all.
Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pains, but if you don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance. Love may leave your heart like shattered glass, but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so you could be whole again"
The cruelest thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall..
This is the best post i have ever seen in all the blog i visited. It is so real that i cant resist feeling sad. Life is saddening. Till the day i meet you, my life shall be black-white. I want you to smear colour in my life. You are the one. Get it? You are the one!
Ah leow was saying, " How now? Now two person at the same place. What you going to do?" Actually i got the answer, just that i dont want to say. Talk more wrong more. So might as well keep quiet and wait. Waiting is my forte and i HATE it. Life is tiring. *shake head*
Nitez to you~
and so He speaks
