The Next Big Thing
LimBei is my nick
KLKX is my name
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the lonely story
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Fifty Six Time
Monday
Sch at 8am. Then 9 went for grp meeting for wed Dengue Fever presentation. Discuss awhile then finish. The class today should end at 11am. But the girls decided to go K box after i suggested to them. Then we skip 10am lecture go AMK K box. I guess everyone was off form la. Jessica sang Shan Hu Hai with me, but we cannot get together. Haha.. Chee yan and her hum ga ling. Sarah and her wilber(yucks!!). Forgot what jieying sang also. Haha.. Overall not that good. After that we went arcade at Jubilee. Play daytona, bishi bashi, taigu. Daytona first match i use manual play beginner. First time playing with manual. Got 3/5. Haha.. Fastest lap 16"23. Very good la since i first time using manual. I thought manual easy. Everytime see ong, bra, wei jian they all play like damn easy. When turning just change gear 1 then gear 3 then to gear 4 again. But is quite hard la. Second match we play advance then i use auto. Got first la even though never completed the race. Then after that play bishi bashi. Suck at a few of the games but pro at most. Haha.. Then i played taigu with sarah. Actually dont wanna play with her, because level different then hard lor. Then still play with her la. but is i choose songs. First song is the mozart song. Sarah still can make it. Then she say dont choose easy songs. Good lor like that. Second is the race horse that song. She whack until want die liao. Wahaha.. Then last song. The hardest song that i have played before. She said ok. Then i see she whack until damn tired and confused. Then by the end of the game, she complain that her arm was feeling funny. The usual tightness from playing it. But the stick not good. Too slippery and thick. Then play liao go home lor. Saw beatrice and sokting at lot 1. Follow them around go more than words buy present for their classmate i think. Then went home with beatrice. Discuss with her who is prettier in the corp. Haha.. A rather boring topic but still nice. She say christine nicer in sec 3. Sec 2 is mint. When we talk about sec 4, she said *&%##^%*#&. hehe.. Then i combine sec 3 and 4 then she gave same reply. Wahaha.. That part is censored. For more info pls ask her. =p Then i ask her if she think she pretty then she say no. Hmm~ No confidence in herself again.. Must have more ar... Saw kahmun on bus too. After i alight then walk home with her.. Staying same block. Then talk abit then reach home le.
Meet my mother at lot 1 with my auntie for dinner. The lot 1 coffee still the best. Bought food for my father. While waiting for bus, saw my primary sch friend. Achee. He was sending his gf home. Gf also from sj and study nursing at ITE. Saw geraldine also. Alighted then walk home together. Again!! Haha.. Same block also. One day met so many ppl. What a coincidence! Then do my mosquito model. Damn tired liao.. And damn angry too. I was so angry that i was perspiring like siao. Dunno for what also la. But just think that the person provoked me unknowingly. Went for a walk in the park. Walk to wei jian house that park sit awhile then walk back home.
Someone msg me today. Msg wrongly. But i found out something. The first msg in the morning goes like this.
"No la. I dont want to be so selfish la. Definitely no doubt i like him, but i dont want him to suffer any further. So i let go lor. maybe he will find something better than me. not worth it la"
Then second one in the afternoon.
"U crazy ar. Ask me to tell him. He sure shocked de lor. Maybe you are right. I shouldnt ask him out. Then maybe i will think of the past and not feel so confused now."
What to say.. What i can say is the "him" is refering to me. Dont ask me why I know about it. It is another small story years ago. Sometimes when you msg,u will be thinking of the person mention in the msg so you will forget who you are gonna send to. So sometimes will send wrongly. In this scenario, i got two choice. Reply her then start a relation with her, or act stupid like never receive any msg. Cliff on MSN say, " go be with her la. feelings can cultivate later" Does that sounds very bastard? I think so. Like cheating someone feelings. Saw her on MSN at night, she ask if i got receive any msg from her. Then i say got. Then she ask why never tell her. Then i crap about it here and there la. Then she say dont tell anyone. And she also never say who the him was. So i assume that she assume that i dunno that the person is me. Well~ At least i never listen to cliff advice this time. Or else i will live to regret it. Sometimes i hate to be clever. She is not the rib i am looking for. Dont bother asking me who she is. I will never say.
Today
Sch at 10am. Went at 9 to finalise the psycho presentation today. Get all the unfinished stuff done then roleplay. Presented at 12. Overall i think was average for my grp. Even though the other groups say it is above average, i still think can do MUCH MUCH better. Then after my grp is qion wen grp. Their presentation was very informatic. But they fail to link part 3 to psychosocial aspect of it. Or else i would have given a 5/5 for that part. In the end only gave 3. Because without the link it became less significant and answer less to that question. What a pity. That was what the lecturer said also. After that go makan then go eplaza. Went lab at 3. Boring lab. Learn infant restraint. Not impt topic. Then 4 went for bio tutorial. Kana screwed by the lecturer. He ask me explain how the sensory and motor neuron things, then what reflex arc. Which i totally dont understand. WTH lor.. Then after the tutorial he told guo hao that me and gh go sit in the front of the lecture at 5pm. Which i did not agreed la. Since he only told gh, then i heck care. Then in lecture. I sit at normal sitting place. Then he was staring at us. Then he came up and ask us go sit infront. Then i politely say thank you dont want. Then he said, "Either you go infront or get out of my lecture" then he walk off. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!! This kind of lecturer also have.. *clap* Hail to NYP! The name of NYP is already very bad even before the sex scandal came out. Now got this lecturer ask student to get out. See how well my $6000++ is spent in such a "magnificent" sch. Rearing all this "great" lecturers to screw students. 可笑! A tertiary instituition got this kind of things happening. A crumbling education system. Sg no more.
I just sat there never move. Then gh was saying how ar, go out lor. Then i said "He is only a lecturer". True right.. He is only a lecturer and nothing else. He dont have the right to send students out. He think we still pri sch, anyhow anyhow kick students out of class. I PAY MY SCH FEES. I no longer pay $50++ every three months to let teacher screw me in sch like sec and pri sch. I am paying $2000++ every year to get this shit diploma. To be very frank. We are now in a service industry scenario. I pay you to teach me and not screw me upside down. The customer is always right. So STFU and F**K OFF. When i was tying my shoelace in class, he suddenly stop and stare at me. WTF he trying to do again. Damn it! I know he is trying to ask me to study. But the way he use is wrong. And my way of study is diff from his point of view. He is trying to ask me to concentrate in lecture so i wont be confused. His lectures are damn monotonous and at times sarcastic. So listening can be = not listening. My way of studying is want to study, i better study everything at the same time. I dont like to revise and revise for dunno what shit. I prefer chionging at the last few weeks. More stress but more adrenaline rush more excitement. And did i mention before that i never study for my prelims for O level just to find out how well or bad i can score without studying. Score a 41. At least i know where my standard is without studying. That is the crazy/style things that i can do. Anway, I cannot be tamed so easily. Not even my mother can tame me and he a mere lecturer wants to do it. Dream on till the day God send you to hell and say "Screw you, go and die". After the lecture, i went outside. I punched the door open. Punched the metal door open. It was so loud that everyone outside was looking and i think that thing also heard it. Who cares!! That is only a little of what i am able to do to anyone or things that get in my way. And to make it sounds nice, Let the hand do the talking!
Ate dinner at home. Eat ham with bread. On MSN, discuss the scandal with some ppl. Nothing much liao. Abit happier tonight. late le.. Slp time.
Nitez to you~
ps. I am no pushover. Not a guy to be reckon with. Bear the consequences!
and so He speaks
