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Thursday, February 16, 2006
Fifty Third Time
Went sch 12pm for bio lab. Dont understand the brain. Too chim. Anyway, i miss all the lectures this week. Sianz~ One whole week of lecture gone. Haiz~ Need to read up alot liao lor. Life is hard. Miss the 3-5pm lecture to do my Leadership presentation. Stay in e-plaza fix up the slides. Add in photos and some more words. Think wont be a good presentation. Even though it is 24 pages of slides, but dont think can last 30min. Just hope to pass the presentation, anyway it is only an elective module. Not everyone came for the meeting la. Only got 5 of us. Two redundant ass. So left me, syakir and the leader. If they are there nothing good will come out also, so it is the same. Useless bums! Weakass! May God blast all of you! Finished at around 5.30pm. Went FJ look for fazael, then go mac look for guohao. Wanted to eat dinner there, but not enough time. Got some primary sch came to NYP then they were all ordering from grinning gecko. Then i sianz liao.. So just go splash and decker order milo freeze. $2.50 for a milo freeze. Waste $$$. Stupid kids. Clinical lab at 6pm. After class go back lot 1 eat yong tau foo and drink coffee.
I think i am more uncle like now. I like to drink coffee and tea nowdays. Have it for lunch or breakfast. Old liao lor.. Physically old. Mentally blocked.
Funny thoughts run through my mind today. 1. Is a guy considered a man when he reach 18yrs of age? I doubt so. Because i dont treat myself as one yet. Why must 18 yr old guys be so sensitive about ppl calling them boys instead of men? The guy must have at least went through NS to officially "pronounce" themselves men.
2. Why must human vie for fame, fortune and power? Is there a need for it? Why is there a need for competition? To know who sucks more or who can follow the marking criteria better? I dont see a need to fight for things that one cant hold in his hands. One of my cadets MSN nick, "Since men come to earth empty handed, men should leave the world empty handed". Something like that la. It simply means we should stick to simplicity and not favour for wealth, fame, power. It leads to the destruction of men as witness by the wars that have made an ugly scar to the history of the world. Btw, what is history? What is history when everyday new things are added to it? This is by Ong. History can be what you have done 10 yrs ago, 1 yr ago, or even 1 min ago. History are just info that are written by historian in their point of view. This is by me. interesting huh!
3. Using a broom to chase someone out is considered a bad luck. Even using a broom to sweep things out of the house is considered bad luck. Why? Since using a broom to chase someone is bad luck to that person, why is it that sweeping out of the house is also bad luck? Isnt the logic behind it to get rid of menace in the house by using the broom for both case! What ironic talk it is! What a Chinese tradition! So does it mean that we must sweep all the dirts, cockroach, beetles, lizards, hair from the corridor into the house then it is considered GOOD LUCK? WTF! 4. There is a homesexual incline in everybody's mind. Which simply means there is a gay in every guy and a les in every girl. For homosexual, their incline towards the same sex is much stronger than heterosexual. For heterosexual, it is the reverse. So it is not that person fault if he/she is a homosexual, it is genetically intact in them. Unless you can remove that gene or else why not just STFU and let homosexual to be together. It is already bad enough that they are of a different kind and a deep emotional wound to their parents who brought them up painstakingly to one day know that their child is homo. For guys, sometime in the toilet when using urinal, there will be an unknown instinct to glance to the sides to look at birds. For girls i dunno, maybe admiring or peeping at each other lingerie or crack or cleavage or whatever crap. So dont deny that there is a homo in you. Thought of this while talking about a pair of "boyfriends" in my lecture grp with pihui on the train home. I am hetero anyway.
Still feeling low... When a problem is still on hand, the spirit is low. When the truth is hidden, the search is tiring. Haiz~ Till next time. Assalamualaikum! Pls reply Wa'alaikumsalam.
Nitez to you!
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