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Sunday, February 12, 2006
Fifty Time
Saturday
Went for SJ training today. The sec 1 are in today. Quite little ppl. I think only got 12 person. Sianz~ Every year also kana so little ppl. I dont know what the CCA I/C is thinking lor. A proper contingent is made up of 30 ppl lor. And he only gave us 1/3 of it. WTH! Not that i wanna comment on it, but it is getting overboard. This have been happening for many years liao. We have told him about it but i think he turn a deaf ear on us. Shit lor! You see NCC got so many ppl lor! I think that uniform grp alone can form up the whole NDP in the sch lor. Sianz~ Bribery? Haha.. Or he dont like SJ? Hmm~ For all to ponder. But i still believe that a sec sch student should join a uniform grp if he wants to be a someone in something in the future. Joining those loser sports team bring you no where unless you are at the top of its game. The orientation was meant to be 8-10, but due to miscalculation in someway. It dragged till 11.40. like that. Then my CSM was like gonna cry like that because she did not manage the time properly. To me, there is no need to cry. The first aid lesson from 10-12 can be postpone or shifted to another date. That is no problem with me. Just that they need to stay longer on the next training date only. So i see no point in crying. :P One must learn to be flexible.
So first aid was cancelled on sat. They had some catered makan then the sec 2 and 3 had their hurried lunch then make their way to CDANS for archery. An indoor archery range. I thought we will be outdoor. Haha.. I also attended the lesson. Wanted to know how it is like to use bow and arrow, since in Rakion i am using archer. Starting we have theory lesson, the 4 main type of bows. The parts of a bow and arrow, do and donts etc.. Then the fun part came. The pratical aspect of it was what i am waiting for. Oh! Before that, the instructor taught us how to put on a finger guard. Haha.. He just stick out his middle finger, then put the guard over it. Well~ It is a good way to memorise it but for sch kids .... not so nice la. I find the bow that we are using very lousy. Because the speed of the arrow shoots out is not what i expected. I wanted to hear even louder "swooshing" made by the arrow. Ong also think the arrow slow. Then we concluded that a good bow when being pulled, the pulling hand must be shaking to show that it will have a good power. Overall, it is still fun to play with bow and arrow. Then after archery, went home. The process of going home was not very delightful. Shall not elaborate it here.
At night meet with ong, tsoon,cliff and wj go kopi session. We played some pool but this time we played 9 ft. I still prefer 8 ft. Then we go buy makan. This time we bought alot of stuff man. 5 char kway teow and 5 carrot cake. WOW!! Alot right.. Haha.. Then we made our way to singpost but found that it is quite dirty there so we cross the road to some buildings void deck. Talk and eat. Talk about christianity, girls etc.. The 5 of us dont believe in christianity, so we had a good talk. (Content being censored here!) Waha.. Then around 12 we go mrt station wait for last train to gombak. Train came then we left for home.
Sunday
Wake up quite early, around 8.30am, which is damn early for a poly student la. Did my psycho stuff and i was like gonna die from all those info i have. Sorted it out. I think half of it wasnt that useful. Then after awhile took a nap, dunno why but damn tired. Wake up 1pm like that. Then makan lunch, then flip through the things again. It is a headache flipping though all those info man. Then went to pray around 3pm. Now i get the real meaning of the poem after my mother ask the shi fu. It says that when i start to do something, i dont desire to win. When the things end, i also dont desire to win. Simply meaning i have no ambition in life. Then the last two phrase says that if i start to have an ambition from now onwards, next time i will be a somebody. Hmm~ Quite true la. i think i have wasted my life for quite long. just some history again.
I believe that i am a born sportsman or excel in sports. Just that with my size, my agility decreased. Badminton, volleyball is ok with me. Best at badminton. i remember I versus 5 person at the same time, but still win. Of course la. They are not pros la. But it is something memorable. I remember that my captain ball was ok too. Soccer still all right because is picked up by mself since pri 6. This point i also wanna say very long liao. About soccer. I started really playing soccer when i move to my current house at CCK in pri 6. Somedays i would go down to the multi purpose hall to play soccer with the guys there la. I always kana goalkeeper that time because of speed and skill problem. Even though it was nice playing soccer with them, but sometimes feel weak compared to them. Sometimes they will also blame me for losing etc.. I think i continued playing till sec 2. Because sec 3 dont have so much time to go down to play also and quite scared of playing there too. Dunno why also. Maybe i am not that skilled to play with them at that time. In my sec sch also got play, sometimes after lesson go field play or go mega playground play street soccer. Wasnt that great too la. Just playing around. Then in sec 4 also got play in sch. I think my shooting improve alot in sec 4. I can shoot from the middle of the field and score a goal. And it is a curve shoot. The famous banana shoot. Haha.. So nice right. After i graduated, i think i stopped playing liao. No feel to play too. So actually i pick up my "skill" slowly without any trainers. Hehe.. Now i think i have more power in my shoots but less accuracy. Hmm~ Maybe should play more but dunno play with who also. Moral of the story- You need to live through a period of humiliation and inferiority before you can achieve something. And, if only i have more agility, i would have been a better badminton player. Feel free to challenge me to badminton someday, anybody. i need a good stretch. Anything to do with ambition? Maybe.. :P
Continue. After pray, took 188(what!this bus again) home. What a long journey! Took about 45 min. Then reach home around 5.45pm. Nap again. Haha.. Wake up 7.15 makan then went downstairs do psycho stuff again. Psycho is killing me man. I think i took the wrong approach this time in the project. So tommorrow will be a long day for my grp. We need to settle everything asap as the presentation is on tues. I think chee yan gonna kill me, because i send her part of the presentation late. Haha..
I think one of my friend not very happy with me. She doesnt reply on MSN nowdays. I dunno why la but i think i roughly can guess the reasons. Haiz~ I dont want to lose a nice friend like her. Still waiting for her to tell me the reason. Maybe she doesnt know it, this thing is affecting me very badly. Every now and then i would be thinking about it. Makes me feel so bad. Cant concentrate on doing my things without resolving this situation. Haiz~ So much so for a water person. Hope she understand!
Blogs to recommend. Can go xx and xlx blog to see. XX blog is a no holds barred blog which talks about sensitive topic sometimes which the net police doesnt seem to notice. Then XLX is her/his point of view of current matters in the blog world or the world. And one blog i go everyday, shall not mention here. Private blogs. :PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
Nitez to you!
and so He speaks
