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Sunday, February 05, 2006
Fourty Five Time
Should be a long post.
Continue from previous post. Left changi chalet at around 7.45am. Reach home at around 9.45am. Then bathe then went out to meet at woodlands at 11am. Went to jieying house first. play some cards. Lost $13++. Then move to chee yan house. play card again. This time win $6. Then took cab to sarah house. So far lor. At changi or bedok. It is the other end of the island. Went changi previous day, then at changi again that day. Wow! Spend my days at the east of sg. Sarah house quite big. And her kois are so HUGE!!!! I think as thick as my arm lor. That is so BIG!! Then play mahjong at her house. Lose $5 to sarah. She one win all. Haha.. Homeground advantage. Then makan at her house. Then went off around 9++. Took cab with jessica to sembawang, to her relative place. The place was so ulu that we have to stop and see the street directory. The driver also lousy la. Cant read map lor. Wasted so much time. But at least he stop the meter at $18 because we were like wanting to get off liao. That was kind of him la. Then i alight at sembawang mrt. Reach home 11+. Was like damn tired liao. Only three hours sleep then roam whole day. Drop dead after my bath.
Ok. The other days nothing special liao. Except friday go yuki yaki celebrate karen birdday. Then rush to lot 1 watch Fearless with the kopi gang. And before that, i was having elective from 3-5. We watching movie, then yz and ws waiting for me from 4+ liao. Then i told the teacher i need to go off first at around 1710. And he gave me that "Dont lie to me, just get lost" look. Wa lau! I really have dinner lor. Lie to him for what. Sianz~ That is psycho teacher la. He interpret human behaviour different.
Watch I not stupid 2 today. It is a nice show. Touching, funny and very real. The in word for young ppl nowdays "lame". I like the part when that Jerry steal money to buy one hour of his father's time to watch him perform in concert. It is so well written. Jack neo movie always makes me think about alot of things, except that "I do, I do" which is such a meaningless show. Make for the sake of making. This time it made me think about quality time. If $500 can buy one hour of someone time, i will need alot of $$$. Not in the sense of relationship, but to help a person to think in a way that is healthy or acceptable socially. Some ppl are not born with the ability to think positively or even to have a acceptable mindset. As i have said before Quantity not = Quality. What i need is quality time with ppl with quality mindset and quality personality to create miracle or even a legend in the making. I dont like ppl who chicken out when thrown with tasks that are physically or mentally challenging. Hope the people know who they are. Not nice to say the name. The truth hurts, remember? Another way of interpreting quality time- If i have more time to spend with friends, i want it to be quality one. I can spend quantity time with a grp of ppl, but it is not quality. My fault? Their fault? Well. When a problem arise, it is always a two side fault. There is no so called a one way fault. So when someone says it is all your fault, you know that he is a pain in the ass.
The show also talks about complimenting others. It is a very PR thingy. I personally dont like to compliment ppl. If you suck, i dont want to force myself to say that you are good. I will be cheating myself. The world will be a hypocrites world if everyone compliment each others all the time. "Wow! Your dress looks gorgeous" "My god! This is the best performance i have seen in my life" Do you want to live in such a world? Only sissy/noob/shit like to listen to good compliments of themselves. Dont be a pathetic ass who only accept good compliments and push away complaints. If you are one, GET THE HELL OUT OF MY SIGHT! JABROONI!
Saw sh and ct blog, hmm... Ok. Let's put it this way. There is always a high and low period in everybody life. There is nothing called a forever high period. The high period is only a short while, so it is up to the individual to motivate themselves. For me, my high period was NDP 01,SJ camp 01, fac 02 and national camp 02. So in between that time was all low times. It was up to ourselves to motivate ourselves during this time. Even now for me, i am in a low state. Shit are piling on me even without anyone noticing. The strong front always cover the shit that is happening. I receive a comment. I am not efficient. Hmm~ To those who said it, remember what you all have said today. This phrase will HAUNT everyone someday. That is all i can say. Words said cannot be taken back. I am quite tired actually. My eye "shadow" is getting more prominent by the days. Time is short and assignments getting more from everywhere. If everybody is useful, i wont be so tired. Haiz~ Hate weaklings!
Found out that alot of ppl are avoiding me these days. Haiz~ I dont like this kind of attitude. I am sick of it. i dont see a need for this to happen. You have to accept a friend as they are even if they have eccentric thinking, that's the bottomline. Or else you are not worthy to be my friend. I dont like things to turn out so ugly.
Nitez to you.
ps. My life is in a mess now.
and so He speaks
