The Next Big Thing
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the lonely story
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Sixty Eight Time
Went sch earlier today. Actually meeting Fazael at 10am. Then he bastard me say he dont wanna go sch early. Still went sch earlier, saw nicole, zahidah in the library. Then study for my clinical test. My book was quite clean so i look at their books. Study till 11.30 then go FJ makan. Saw the 3/4 girls without jessica. Then went for tutorial. 12pm pamela grp presenting on avian flu. I think this is the worst presentation they have done. Their audio visual aid was not good and they can actually play a song in the presentation and we just sit there listen. Overall their presentation suck. Then 1pm was the individual presentation. Quite good for all la.. Then 2pm was bio lecture. The lecture hall was so empty lor. I think only 30-40 out of 200++ ppl attended the lecture. All was outside studying for the test at 3pm. I went for lecture. Haha.. But studying the clinical test. My brain juice was quite drained after studying almost the whole book. Actually dont remember everything, so went into the lecture hall hoping that i wont fail the exam. To my surprise, the paper was damn easy to do lor.. It was easier than last semester paper. It was more like common sense question then questions that need you to think. But i think partly because it was more of a repetition thingy.. Because it is quite standard one. Like before doing this procedure need to plan what, assess what. Then after that evaluate what things. It is really more of a common sense. So i think it is a sure pass paper, think can get C and above. What i am not happy about the lecturers never tell us what to study for. Because there are different procedures in the clinical book, then they never say which one dont need to remember because some are not that important procedures. Then we just study about the whole book. Shit lor.. I think the sch is gonna get a screwing by alot of students when they receive the feedback survey at the end of the semester.
Actually when the sch set easy paper, they are actually like lowering the standards. Even though students are always more than happy to receive easy test paper, but come to think of it, it actually makes the students somehow "weaker". Dunno how to explain now, explain next time. Then went home at 4pm+. Went home with wei shan. Finally going home with her. Actually quite shy, haha.. Even though know her for few months, but never really talk to her. Mostly through sms or MSN. Real talking and messages are always diff. So the feel is diff. Then slowly get more comfortable, then talk more. Talk about my class, her class. Was actually talking about family, then she somehow skip that topic. Maybe when i get to know her better then ask. Then we went lot one, went NTUC. She go buy corn, and she said that raw corn taste nice. Haha.. Try it next time. Then bought old chang kee, she bought curry puff, me buy yam pie. Went outside lot 1 buy red tea ice blended. Walk home. Reach her house first then went home. Quite nice walking and talking with her. I think will get more chance. We already settled on me bring her around CCK to look see, then also basketball. Haha.. So happy. Finally got ppl can go home with me, these past two years almost always alone. Not really alone but is "alone".
Just now when i switch on my handphone, i saw my welcome note. Haiz~ Dunno if i should change it. I put it for quite long le.. Around 6-7 months. But it seems impossible to achieve. Tired~ The past haunts. The truth hurts!
zzz!! Editing at around 12.40am. Studying for bio prac. Started from 8.30 like that. 4 hrs liao.. Hungry now.. Need some glucose to have a short boost or attention span now. Drank coffee just now, so wont be able to sleep so early. Now only at page 46. Need to study till page 84. Long way to go. I think go fridge see got what things can eat. zzz!!
Nitez to you~
and so He speaks
