The Next Big Thing
LimBei is my nick
KLKX is my name
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the lonely story
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Hundred Twenty Nine Time
Thursday
Went sch at 10 for practice lab. Then went for lecture. Went out to chinatown after that. Makaned. Then went home. No phone call.
Friday
Today start second assessment for my class. Mine is next monday. So went sch at 10. I thought there were two lectures. End up only 10-11 lecture. Then no more. Sianz.. Went to makan at SC with the girls. CY not around. She not feeling well. Haiz~ Hope she get well... Then went home. Then went over to cliff house. Play PS. Then went play soccer. Same place, at the top of the car park. This time the ball only went down once. By me.. Haha.. Couldnt find it. So cliff came down find together. Then he found it. Tai co.. Haha.. Then we went back play awhile more. Then went back his house eat dinner. Bathe. Then go home. No phone call.
Sat
Dunno why woke up so late. Woke up only when my mother msg me at 1145. Damn late la.. Then rot.. Met my mum for dinner. No phone call..
Found this song quite nice. By LSJ.
最近
你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合 也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束 不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合 也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束 不要再痛苦下
一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
Very powerful lyrics..
Nitez to Pooh~
and so He speaks
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Hundred Twenty Eight Time
Monday
Went sch at 10. Tutorial. Then lecture at 11. Lab at 2-4. Got my first assessment. Was very easy. Teacher gave chance. Went home after that.
No phone call.
Tuesday
Went makan with yao zong, wan shi and jane at yuki yaki. Meet ws and jp at 1145 city hall. Then yz join us after that. So practically i started class at 4. Saw liwen there with her bf also. Also saw anthony and lynn there. Went back to sch. 4-6 lab. Nothing special also. Meet my mother at causeway point for dinner. She wanted to eat Jack's place. So we go there eat. Quite exp. Not very worth also. The things wasnt extremely nice also. Then walk around waiting for my father to drives us back.
No phone call.
Wednesday
Reach sch at 9.10. Actually 9 got tutorial. But never go in. Was late because i was looking for my wallet. I thought i lost it or what. Today is the nursing project presentation. SO we decided to we black top. By right is shirt, but only i wear shirt. Grrr... Cheat my feelings.. Anyway, we presented around 1205. The front part was boring la. Then came the finale video. Was quite a hit in the class. Especially the last part.. Wahaha.. Because the actor was great.. (me). The feedback form we received had good comments, especially the video.
Then we went over to see the next group presentation. Theirs was more of an exhibition style.
We were happy because we finally have nothing to do with two ppl le.. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Next up will be the two 3055 presentations, weeks later. Then i went over to library to study with fazael and the extra aaron. Manage to study it within 2 hrs. The theory test was at 4pm. And i only started studying at 2pm. Hehe.. What a good student! The paper was quite hard compared to the previous chicken feet papers. I dont think it was fair to just give us 50 min for that paper. Because there were too many things to write le. I think the person who setted this paper expected us to write down everything we learn about medication from yr 1 till now. I still think they should have given us 10 more min. Then after theory paper went to judo. Didnt do any proper warm up. Then started doing grading throws. Chim chim throws. Pain la.. Especially left elbow. Then played ground work with subi. Lost to him.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn.. This cannot carry on anymore. I should screw myself to make myself stronger.
First challenger- subi
Second challenger - jeremy
Time to step up my training. Pain also must endure.
No phone call.
Nitez to Pooh~
and so He speaks
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Hundred Twenty Seven Time
Sunday
Woke up at 9. Dunno doing what in the morning. Afternoon went grandmother house. Play X box with my cousin. Then in the evening went to my house park. Play with my small cousin. We played catching.. zzZZzzZZzz.. Hehe.. Not exciting at all actually.. Then played basketball with my uncle and david. Then got three guys came over join us. Then have match. Lost. Hehe.. I think the score was 7-5. Not bad le la. At least i scored 2. Style shot somemore.. Haha.. Not that style actually.. Haha.. One was just a normal one hand throw. Then the other was right back side one hand throw. I think after that shot, someone marked me liao. Haha... Too bad i dunno how to layout or whatever it is called. Then went back.
The dinner wasnt exactly nice. The LaLa smell horrible la.. Then watch tv, then home.
Chee yan found a very nice fallen angel.. Below..
No phone call today.. -_-
Nitez to Pooh~
and so He speaks
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Hundred Twenty Six Time
Wednesday
Morning call at 5am. Went sch at 9. Little late. Class ended at 1pm. Then meet up for stroke discussion. Went for training at 4pm. Learn grading move again. Green to blue throws damn hard liao la. Especially the sacrificial throws, after doing it then you will realise why is it called sacrificial. Haha.. Then we had dinner at mac. Went home. Phone called.
Thursday
Went sch at 10. Boring lab lesson again. Then did the stroke project after that. Went home at 5+. Phone called.
Friday
Was morning called at 6. Went sch at 8. Nothing to do at lab lesson. First assessment starting le. Next week second assessment will comemnce. Started to do the stroke project at 1. Shifted to library to do. Do until 5+. Meet mother for dinner. Phone called.
Made a big decision today. Decided to not pursue my riddle.
Saturday
Did nothing much. Felt bored. Felt like slacking. So slack.. Met mother for dinner/lunch. Now going out meet the kopi gang at 8pm.
Not everything is worth sacrificing for!
New group formed. 3 girls and 3 guys form Angels & Demons.
Fallen angel
Arch angel
Guardian angel
Gremory
Orcus
Tiamat
Me aka
Fallen Angel 堕落天使
*寂与爱*
Phone called..
Nitez to Pooh~
and so He speaks
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Hundred Twenty Five Time
Back again..
Saturday
Went to chinatown with my mother. She went to MOM then went to buy her hairstyling equipment. Then we proceed on to Maxwell food centre. Heard from jeremy that got one store the raw fish very nice. When we reach there, we saw a queue for porridge. Then my mother go queue lor.. Hard on her la... She queued for around 45 min.. That is damn long la.. She bought one porridge and raw fish. Lucky the porridge was nice, or else my mother would have queued for nothing. But the fish wasnt nice. The one in AMK S11 taste better.. Then go buy you tiao to go with the porridge. The you tiao only $0.30. And taste so crispy and nice la.. You tiao + porridge = WOW!! Then we also try the fried carrot cake black. Alot of ppl buy, but not nice. Then eat dessert. I eat peanut soup, my mother eat red bean soup. Quite acceptable.
Then we walked to tanjong pagar. My mother went to NTUC learning centre to check out something about work safety course for her company. Then sat in BK, snacked a little.
Then i went off to meet cliff at Heeren HMV. Reach there first, walked around. A real nice place to shop around for cd, vcd, dvd that you have heard about on magazines, websites that those pathetic shops from sg cant offer. Wahaha... Then cliff came. Went cineleisure buy tickets. He go eat lunch at yoshinoya. Then walked around until the time came. Bought water, went in. We were watching the Banquet(Ye Yan).
Movie review
Good
The settings were beautiful. All the places are new to everyone, not used in other movie before ba.
The songs were cool.. Suits the scenes very well.
The screenplay was also great. The way the director shot the scenes was good.
The fighting was well carried out..
Bad
There were some scenes that were corny. It was meant to be an artistic movie. But some part made ppl laugh, which shouldnt be the case.
The violence/matured content in this movie to me is more M18 rather than NC16. The killing part, the forced sex part. But when one reach 16, there is alot of things that can be done.. Hmmmzzzz!!! Hehe.. So suit yourselves.
There were two especially draggy and boring part that i want to mention.. One is the start of the movie where you can see zhang zi yi walked down the da dian.. That part already gave me a good idea of what the show will be like for that 2hrs+.. The second part is the last part, after zhang zi yi got back stabbed. The scene was totally meaningless. You just look into a screen with water plants moving and shaking while some "soothing" music is played on.. You will just feel like taking your shoe throw onto that screen la seriously..
So overall, I will not recommend anyone to go watch this show in the cinema. It will be better to buy/rent a vcd and share among your friends. You know what i mean when i say "buy a vcd".. Hehe... Lalala~
Banquet - 1/5
Then after the movie, we went back to lot 1 to eat dinner. Then chat awhile then go home. Phone called..
Sunday
Went HQ at 12 for a meeting to discuss some of next year training/overall plan. Then went over to hq at 2 for the cpr update. Nothing really special about the new update. Just longer cycle and no need to check pulse. And most importantly, the introduction to AED. Went off at 4pm. Meet pooh at JE library. Raining somemore.. zzzz.. Went to buy umbrella.. Pooh fell into my trap.. Haha.. Then went makan. Long eating time.. zzzz.. Bought soyabean milk. Then went home. Phone called.
Monday
Went sch at 9. Meet cy,as,jy at mac to eat breakfast and write card. IT IS JESSICA 19 BIRDDAY TODAY!!! At 10, boring tutorial with a GY lecturer whose pants keep dropping.. Wahahahahahaha... Then went lecture. Go makan at NC. Discuss project, role played. Then lab at 2. The lab was so bored. I took out camera shooting around. Took some grp photos and gay photos.. Haha.. Lucky the guys in my class not bookworm or nerd type, or else will be damn bored. Then went to orchard to eat pepper lunch with the girls. Quite nice the food. I think the salmon taste better. But their Honey brown sauce quite good. The garlic soya sauce not nice. Then we went to Kino to look around for book. CY intro a book, quite nice. Think i gonna buy it next time. $20.. Hmmz!! Then we went to heeren to take neo print. And we saw Tammy there.. oo......... She really look nice la. I think she working there ba.. Her holidays now.. Then we go take neoprint. Nice pics.. And there were hard gay options in the edit photo section. Haha.. I kana hard gay-ed.. Then we went home le.. Phone called..
Tuesday
Went sch at 11. Finalised the script and roleplay. Then skip the 12 lecture, go makan lunch at NC. Then rot outside the tutorial room. our presentation was a success... A real success.. Our first roleplay made an impact.. Good script(i know CY want me to say this), plus my EXCELLENT acting skill.. Hehe.. It started the class in a high mood. The down side of course was the presentation itself. Haha.. But we got all the relevant info in simple sentences. Then came the second roleplay. Was good also. The script was marvellous(by me :P). Then we had a Q&A. This was yet another hit. Because i imitate the teacher way of talking. Then the teacher made a very good remark on our presentation. He said it was the standard of advance diploma student, the slides had all the info yet it was short and sweet. He said he didnt mind giving 40/40 aka full marks for the presentation.. We were so damn happy la.. Smiling all the way.. I think this is our best presentation in the whole 2 years ++. Happy happy happy!!!!
Lab at 4-6. Boring again... Meet my mother for dinner.. Phone called.. Gotta morning call at 5 tomorrow.. zzZZzz...
Nitez to Pooh~
and so He speaks
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Hundred Twenty Four Time
Friday
Went for lab at 8. Was morning called... Haha.. Left after lab. Meet cliff at lot 1. K lunch. Went home. Went out to jurong point to meet them. Shop around kiddy palace.. Dinner at Lai Lai.. Went home.. Phone called..
Today was cutting hair, then ask me about my wall paper. Then i said friend only.. Then she started it again. "Dont get so deep into relationship, you all still young." I was like WALAU! When i was 8 or 9 she said this, then now 10 years later, she still say the same thing. I am freaking getting old liao.. Then rebutted her this time.. I told her that she will regret what she said. Then when she tried to explain her theory, i just walk away.
My mother in this case, is a bad influence. And therefore her statement will be made invalid.. Haha...
Study first then relation or relation first then study? I choose relation first. But you chose study... -_-
Cleared my LCD. Yeah~
Nitez to Pooh~
and so He speaks
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Hundred Twenty Three Time
Thursday today..
Tuesday
Went sch at 11. Started to do the food pyramid model. We finish measuring, cutting, building and painting within that day. I think we took about less than 4hrs. Quite efficient. And we are budget production team. Haha.. Not like some over budget team.. Heard that some grp spent $140 on one project. WOW!!!!!!!!! That is damn much la.. Big hole in pocket.. Went home at 6pm.. Phone called.....
Wednesday
Went sch at 9. Quite a boring day.. Started to stick items on our pyramid. Very nice. Everyone was WOW-ing when they see our pyramid. Haha.. Then judo started at 4pm+. Today sensei teach grading moves. But i got no partner. Wilson cannot be thrown and he cant throw me. So we just did the motion. Hope next week can do the throws. Or else will be very sianz... Grading in oct. Need to tune up my training. Speed now abit faster, need to focus on style. Then went to S11 eat.. The raw fish there nice. Gonna go maxwell to eat someday with jeremy. Phone called..
Thursday
Morning called.. Went sch at 10. Boring lab lesson. Went lecture. Eat lunch at NC. Started to cut the styrofoam and speech boxes. Great work.. Never went for lec at 4. Went home. Meet gracia for dinner. Went home. My auntie bought ice cream from gelare cafe. And it is only $8 one big box, two flavour. At first i thought it cost around $20. The takeaway really worth it la. Remember, it is Gelare cafe BPP.
Nitez to Pooh~
and so He speaks
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Hundred Twenty Two Time
Today was a damn boring day in sch. The lecturer late for tutorial. And during the tutorial we did nothing but talking among ourselves. Sianz~ She sure get a very bad evaluation when we do student feedback. Then lecture also quite boring, talked about mechanical ventilator. zzZZzz...
Lunch at NC with the girls. Then went to bookshop look for material to build our diet pyramid. 2pm was clinical lab. The teacher ask us do case study. Then she went off to settle some stuff. We finish in less than 5 min lor.. The rest of the time we were playing. We went back into our childhood time. We played "Chi Go Pa" then played "5,10,15". Then played "205". Then vs guo hao play scissor paper stone, then loser hand will get hit. Haha.. He hit me thrice, i hit him once. But his whole back hand turned right. Wahahahaha... Then got visible blood clot also.. Haha.. So fun.. The whole lab was such a failure la.. I think tomorrow the teacher going to teach BTLS(Basic Trauma Life Support). The DCAP, BLS, TIC, PMS, JVD, tracheal deviation thingy.. Haha.. See what good tips she is gonna give.. No need to study so hard, since i already know liao. Wahaha..
Then we went to chee yan house to film the last part of our video. Actual filming only took about less than 2 hrs. In between we still recorded some funny stuff. Some love story.. Haha... Then we went for dinner. Chee yan mother treated us to makan. So nice of her.. Thanks..
MSN singapore routing server is down, so almost everyone cant use msn. Unless you can get to use e-messenger or go change the routing server manually.
Then made 2 phone call. Like the second one. Actually today is my pHd(post Happy day)
LCD- 2
Nitez to Pooh~
PS: A phone call a day, keeps the unhappiness away!
and so He speaks
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Hundred Twenty One Time
Today is a slack day.. Actually i wanted to watch Princess Hours de.. But the one who got addicted is my mother. Haha.. She actually finish 21/24 disc within 15hrs. Haha.. Actually she forwarded the parts that are not impt. She watched from 3pm to 6am. Haha.. So that means i never watch that serial. zzZZzz.. Dont feel like watching liao also. Hehe.. Went grandmother house in the afternoon. Nothing to do there. Went home at 8pm. Phone call again.. The last one for this week. Next time i can call will be so long later... :(
Hmmm... When can i forget her? A target becomes a barrier when you are aiming for another target.
Nitez to Pooh~
PS: Simplicity Rocks!!!
and so He speaks
Hundred Twenty Time
Today meeting postponed so got time. Went for Zone 9 FDC at BBSS. Arrive at 9. Just about to start. RV send out two nursing team. Quite strong. But still got mistakes. BBSS strong also. The ambulance CMI. The mix team also not that good. Quite lonely there. Haha.. Got talk to zaharah, samantha and tian le also. The results- Nursing BBSS first, two RV team second and third. Quite expected. Then went off after that.
Went out with gracia and chengyi for dinner at westmall at 8pm. Then play arcade awhile. Kana cheated to buy sweet. Haha.. Then left and meet cliff and tsoon around 10pm at lot 1. Ong came. Sat down at old place awhile. Then go play pool. Was making phone call when playing pool till the time before ong took his last train. Then my phone low batt. Went home.
Let's make a summary of this week. I think this week is the happiest week of this semester, or maybe for 2006. This week's phone calls i think more than 10 hrs ba. Roughly around 12 hr ba. Longest was 3 hrs. Hehe.. Zone 9 feels so homely~ :)
Nitez to Pooh~
PS: It is the simple things in life which makes me happy.
and so He speaks
Friday, September 08, 2006
Hundred Nineteen Time
Thursday
Did filming on thursday. Quite fun. Did some funny video. I am the victim.. Haha.. Then next mon going chee yan house continue filming. Then meet my mother and auntie at causeway point. Then went the pasar malam make key chain. Quite style. The person really skillful lor.
Friday
Went sch at 8. Went home at 10. Went out again at 1220. Went JE. Roam at a particular place. Haha.. Then meet cliff to watch Forbidden Siren. Quite acceptable. But some ppl might not understand the story, because need to link and think. Then went to IMM. Said hi then walk around abit. Then left for lot 1. Eat with my mother. Then went to buy Jay new album. Now listening. Other than Qian Li Zi Wai, still got one song quite nice.
and so He speaks
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Hundred Eighteen Time
Today never go tutorial. Too sianz to go.. So went for lecture. We did filming today. Quite nice. Tomorrow need to do filming again. Hope all goes well.
Didnt go judo today. Went out with tian le and mei yee for dinner. Eat at S11 JE. Then look see around. Went home around 8.30. Took alot of pics.
Was talking to someone just now. Then was talking about my nick. Then talk abit. Then all of a sudden, teared when i was mentioning about it. Then had to hide in toilet. Cant possibly let my parents see me crying right.. Haiz~ Then we skip topic.
I thought i had forgetten about what happened. But it did not. It was kept somewhere deep in my heart.
I thought we had resolve the situation. But it did not. We are at a stalemate.
Pls do not give me hope. I dont want to talk to you again.
I dont want to be a forgiving person.
请问你找到你一生中的挚爱 了嗎?
Nitez to me~
and so He speaks
Hundred Seventeen Time
Went to sentosa after i went down to HQ for the re exams. Made my presence felt. Then off to sentosa. Chengyi, mei yee, gracia, lina, lina bro, zaharah were already there. Then we play some volleyball. Then samantha came. We play captain ball and volleyball. Then han zhong came. Then he taught the others how to play volleyball. The beach was filled with foreign workers, mostly bangla, then thai. So not many ppl went into the water for some reasons you and I know. Hehe.. Then we set off back to main island. Then journey back was so long la. We started to leave at 8pm. Only reach dhoby ghaut at around 9.30pm++. Then meet samuel there. Then go for dinner. Then went off. Strange and fun day.
AGI on last sunday.. The parade commander borrowed my peak cap. Haha.. So i can be proud of my peak cap because it was part of the parade commander. The PC aura.. Haha.. Well.. Zone 10 still did the best out of all the zone. Even the GOH also CMI. Alot of ppl fall out during AGI. I did saw two fall face first, and one fell back. And the first aiders were slow in response. Got one person squat down for around 2 min then the first aider saw him. zzzZZzzZZzz..
And one stupid thing i found out. Who in the hell will sedia themselves then go attend to casualty. Very stupid and non pragmatic lor.. If my kids ever do that, i will screw them upside down.
You won the battle.. You got what you didnt deserve. Are you really happy? Cos I'm not. Getting out of the denial stage.
Nitez to me~~
and so He speaks
Friday, September 01, 2006
Hundred Sixteen Time
Yeah..... I am back to judo training. Performance was acceptable on wednesday. At least i can pick up the variations to different throws. Pair up with ay deng. He off off form. Near the end of training he kana KO by me. He 3 months no training, no wonder. Shall refine my throws.
After training go mac eat. Then we talk and talk. We talk about girls and guys perspectives on the partners. Talk until 1025pm then left.
Thurs
Met up with cliff to go k lunch. We were late for around 30min. And nobody brought bag along. Which means we could not smuggle any drinks in. Hahahaha... Anyway, off form la. Never warm up proper. The lunch was nice. Then go to his house look see around, watch tv, dl pics.
Hmmmmm... Two more days.........
and so He speaks