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Sunday, February 25, 2007
Hundred Sixty Two Time
Ong is commenting that my blog have no life no feelings.. And i double it..
Thurs
Went to KSS in the afternoon. Revise practical with the sec 2. Met my mother for dinner.
Fri
Went to bai nian at my ex care giver hse. Then went to somerset to meet audrey. She owe me lunch. Ate at the hong kong cafe at cineleisure. Then ate dessert at food court. Watched Protege.. Very nice. Then i go watch epic movie alone. Stupid lousy waste money show.. Dont ever go watch it!!! Then go home. Then go yao zong house for steamboat dinner. Actually need to go ong house to make yu sheng, but dont need le.. He settle himself.. Met jeremy,subi,xinyi,scott at pending at 7.30. Jane and wan shi already there. Watched hua yang. Then ate steamboat with yao zong sis first. Yao zong came home later. Then ate together. Then he drive us to shop and save to buy drinks. Came back, then lao yu sheng. Played mahjong. Xinyi and wan shi left first. Then jeremy and subi left. Played mahjong until 3. Then yao zong sent us home. Reach home at 3.20. Slept at 3.30am.
Sat
Training at 8. Woke up at 6.15. Bathed prepared. Met ong and choon kiat at mama shop. Walked there. Talked about Project Red Carpet(PRC). Lisa not feeling well so couldnt take home nursing exam for the sec 2. So i did revision and announce the results instead. Then played captain ball and basketball with the sec 4. I think this is the rarest time that the sec 4 had recreation. Had fun.. I think they had fun also. Then went to help with the yu sheng. Only squeeze a few lime..
Then we lo hei.
After training, play captain ball again with the sec 2. As usual, win again. Haha.. Then home with mah and ong.
Slept when reach home. Woke up at 5.30. Bathed. Then went out again to BB CSC. Got another small reunion dinner with my aunt and grandmother. When we reach there, then realise that it is actually a bigger event. It is the "Chinese New Year Gala for GWOM". GWOM means Gombak Warrant Officer Mess. My aunt is a civilian staff sergeant or master sergeant there. Got tikam tikam. Choose two hong bao. Got toto ticket and $8 cash. Then got lion dance. Then dinner came. The yu sheng there was EXCELLENT!!! THE BEST YU SHENG I EVER EATEN IN MY LIFE!!! Wow!!! Normally i eat yu sheng will only eat the crackers and fish. But this one was so nice, that i ate alot.. Haha.. Best!!! The same restaurant as Zone Presentation Lunch. I left after dessert to meet ong, wei jina and tsoon. The first kopi club meeting after 2 months+. We go buy makan and water then settled at old place. Chit chat. Then home.
Sun
Actually today is a busy day. Got a few events up. 1. Go edmund hse bai nian. 2. Kasthuri sis wedding. 3. Go pray. 4. Go hq. 5.Go out with ong and tsoon to bugis.
Out of 5 events, i only chose 3, to go pray. Too tired liao. Go pray in the afternoon. Then go lot 1 eat late lunch. Then home. Slept. Woke up. Rot. Wanted to do my projects, but forget bring home. Damn sianz~ need to present next week liao lor..
and so He speaks
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Hundred Sixty One Time
Sat(CNY Eve)
Did nothing early of the day. At night went over to eat at my grandmother place. Watch Colic. Quite nice. Then went home.
Sun
Woke up. Actually need to go pray, but late liao so never go. Went over to grandmother place. Take hong bao. As usual play bingo. Play until dinner time. Then after that continue bingo also. Then play charade. Then got lucky draw. Finally, i get the lucky draw. Haha...
Mon
Basically rot at home. In the evening go watch Just Follow Law with parents. Then go Siam Kitchen eat dinner. Nice.. Then went home play MSN games..
Tues
Today is hse visiting day.. Met up with jing ying, jerilyn, ong, ai suan to go mah hse. Met mah at admiralty. Go his house bai nian. Play BJ. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! Then went ong house. His mother cook lunch. We lunched there. Then play BJ again. You dong and bra joined in also. Then went over to bra house since got car. Play BJ also.. zzzZzzZZzz... Then went to jing ying house. Wei fen joined. BJ yet again. Then jerilyn hse. First time go her house even though same level.. Haha.. This time we played murderer with her sis. Then came over my hse. Played bingo. You dong and bra left. Then last stop to ai suan house. Walked there.. We had dinner there. Alot of things. Damn full.. Then choon kiat joined. Seems like ai suan house was his house.. Haha... opps!!! Mahjong there. Return home.
Wed
Today is hse visiting day again. Went to woodland to meet jie ying and chee yan. Took 168 to tampines. Then take 10 to sarah hse. We BJ there.. Then take 10 change 168 to woodlands again.. Butt sore man!!! Met ly-zai. Then bus to chee yan hse. Play BJ. Then over to jie ying house. Still BJ. Then finally my hse. Dinner at my hse. my mother cook. We BJ and mahjong. Mahjong lose like siao. Lost $14.40. zzZzzzz... 1 lose 3. But after counting the day's earning/losing, total win $0.30. Haha... jieying should be the ultimate winner. or maybe ly-zai. BJ always lose at first round, but win at second round. Actually i made $14.70 at BJ. WOW!!! But nobody know.. Wahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaha!!!!!!!
This CNY still not bad. But can be better.. But my family havent had our own reunion dinner yet.. Sianz~
and so He speaks
Friday, February 16, 2007
Hundred Sixty Time
Wednesday is valentine day..
Went out with jing ying, jerilyn, mah, ong and choon kiat.
It is the so called Single And Available(SAA) club outing.. Went to city hall. Met up with ong. Met the others at suntec. We the guys, gave the girls flowers and treat dinner. We decided to eat at carl's junior. Ordered 5 sets for 6 person. I think they were full after eating the beef chilli fries. Jing ying couldnt finish her burger. Haha.. We crapped alot there. Drank LOTS of ice tea. We talked about the sec 2 scandals, sec 3 scandals. Talk about my 7 years worth of scandals.. Haha... Then we went to the fountain to take photo. Then proceed to Esplanade to walk walk.. On the way there, we took alot of pics. Ong and jing ying scandal pics.. Great success. Then we walk to the small merlion.. Sat there see couples kissing, hugging and *******...... Then suddenly the guys receive 4 heart shaped balloon from the girls.. And the source is still a mystery.. The balloons were tied to our hands.. So we look like 4 idiots walking with a balloon. zzZZzzZZzzz... Walked to Raffles place. Took mrt back. Saw ong's cousin. Then we were talking about his cousin and her friends.. Hahahaha... Alighted CCK. Bus home with jerilyn. She had a 12am curfew. We were about 2-3 min later.
Thurs
School at 10. Presentations from other groups. Skip lecture to do our project for friday.
Do until 3plus. Me home the girls to Velocity. Rot...
Fri
Go pray my grandfather. Need to let him know we having reunion dinner. Reach sch around 1120. Ate at FJ. Our group is in formal today. Ish nice!!
Went to com lab to prepare our stuff. Did our models, last min editing, go through script. We got everything done up. Wearing formal is so damn hot la.. Then chee yan lend me her tie. Hmm... I look like a chaffeur and someone from the funeral parlour.. Haha... But never mind.. Still nice.. Did our presentation. Feel that it is good.. Able to answer the questions. The teacher gave good feedback but she dont seem sincere in saying good stuff. Haha.. Maybe a B for this presentation. We were so happy that our 1st presentation is over. Then we took pics.. We dont wear formal for every presentations de ma.. This is the one and only time we wear formal. The other 3 presentations no need wear le.. Then went home.
Went for my father's side reunion dinner at my uncle's shop. Seems that my uncle cooking skill getter worse.. Not as nice le.. Haiz~
And it's my first time receiving ang bao from my cousin who is married with a child.. Haha... Good..
Second reunion dinner coming up tomorrow at my mother's side..
Today is also my mother's birthday.. And i havent give her anything yet... What a "fillial" son!
Put my rank to good use..
Bored!
and so He speaks
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Hundred Fifty Nine Time
Nothing nice to say... moody..
我喜欢你, 我好喜欢你!
强忍无声泪,默恋无缘配!
口出狂言,欲哭无泪!
听者伤心,闻者流泪!
How nice it will be to cry...
Somehow mine just dont come out..
It had become a daily routine..
It had become a feeling that i hate..
I fear darkness..
and so He speaks
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Hundred Fifty Eight Time
The stakes are too high...
There may be no returns...
There may be no satisfaction...
So why persist?
Just use your brain and think...
God damn jesus!
不要再玩我了,我已经受伤了!
and so He speaks
Friday, February 09, 2007
Hundred Fifty Seven Time
Officially my AH posting has ended..
2 years there learn alot of things.
From a rookie year 1 who dunno anything to an amateur year 3 who knows something.
From a follower upgrading to a leader.
Get to know alot of ppl there.. From HMI, AIT, ITE, NYP, NP. Even though we are not friends, we still smile and work together.
Looking at so many batch of students from different sch graduate and becoming AN and SN, now it is finally my time to graduate.
The only regret...
Not able to end my student years in AH..
Goodbye AH!
Let's write down some names that i can remember from different ward..
Ward 2
NO
Ang
Chia
Goh
SN
Nathan
Robin
AN/HCA
?
Ward 3
NO
Sunjata
SN
Eileen
Tim
Doss
Zhou
Faridah
Lydia
AN/HCA
Ira
Ward 12
NO
Faruq
SN
Sathiya
Sapphire
Chin
Du Fang
An/HCA
Reynaldo
Joyce
OT
NO
Chan
Tan
SN
Khng
Mary
Lai
AN/HCA
?
A&E
NO
Habibah
SN
Tammy
Merci
Lim
Jude
Tan
Said
Joanne
Deepan
AN/HCA
Ker
Idah
Vish
Doctor
Travis
Francis
Pauline
Florence
Lim
Tan
Cant remember all the ppl i work with.. Especially AN/HCA because we normally report to SN. Some philipine name also cant remember.
Heard this song over 958 early in the morning. Quite nice old song.
心痛
你总是这样说我
像一颗不容易溶化的糖果
带我见你的朋友
又很得意地埋怨我沈默
你追问我的行踪
你在乎我的举动
哄得我泪眼迷蒙
做些事情让我被感动
望著你突然一阵心痛
一次又一次任那感情放纵
你的脆弱让我走不开
你的依赖所以我存在
想著你还是想到心痛
期待我做的将来你都会懂
有一天真如我
有一天
但愿我还在你记忆中
Is there anything to stop one's mind from thinking?
Is there anything to forget moral?
Is there anyway to clear up misunderstandings?
Is there anyway to reverse time?
Is there anywhere a battled soul can hide?
Is there anywhere void of feelings?
Is there anyone who can make you senseless?
Is there anyone who will be with you forever?
and so He speaks
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Hundred Fifty Six Time
This week is A&E week.
And my final week in AH.....
And in 15hrs plus time, my time in AH will end...
Guess I will not be going back again...
Sad
Sad
Sad
Sad
Sad
Sad
Thanks to all staff from Ward 2, 3, 12, A&E, OT, CSSD for guidance!
My AH journey ends here!
白色风车
白色的风筝
安静的纯真
真实的感觉
梦境般遥远
甜甜的海水
复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着握住我的手
梦希望没有尽头
我们走到这就好
因为我不想太快 走完这幸福
很可惜没有祝福
但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭
我陪你走到最后
能不能不要回头
你紧紧地抱住我
说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人会比较自由
我不懂你说什么
反正不会松手
我陪你走到最后
能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手
晚一点再到尽头
你说不该再相见只为了瞬间
谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远
Too many things happening from every aspects~
I thought my luck is good this month.....
It's real..... Why is it not just infatuation? If it is, it should have stopped long ago.....
But, it's getting stronger....
and so He speaks
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Hundred Fifty Five Time
This week was OT week..
There were a total of 6 person in AHOT for attachment. We were given orientation on monday, then we observed.
We started to assist the nurses there. We also helped scrubbed for cases. The staff there were nice and very willing to teach us. This is the only attachment that is in air conditioned environment. Haha.. Of course its much better..
Observing an operation is fun.. Can get to see ppl of different ages with different surgery done. Literally from head to toe and "you know where" also have. Haha..
Quite sad that i only have one more week in AH. My final attachment will be in SGH a totally new environment. From NHG to SingHealth, really a major change especially in policies.. Even though i always say AH no good, but actually it has quite a high standard even though it is a small hospital. 2 years of attachment there,
Gan Qing De Shi Qing Bu Shi Shuo Fang Shou Jiu Ke Yi Fang Shou De!
Quite emo la.. Haiz~
This aint a good week! Too many things happening! This month have been a happening month... I want peace... I hope...
This time its for real le ba......... I even put my rank on the line.... Personal vs Professional
PS: It's no time to break down. .. ..... ...... yet... .....
and so He speaks
