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the lonely story
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Two Hundred Twenty One Time

Pain and sore in the knee. The sore keeps coming back. All thanks to that fateful randori. Sianz~ Kind of regretted falling on my right knee to 'save' that weakling. If the person i was saving was a commendable person, then gladly accept this irritating sore. But the person i saved was a WEAKLING!

Screw! Why does the club have weaklings like them?
Maybe a club need to have weak ppl like them to reflect the greatness of the strong ones. Thanks for being weak! Pls continue to be weak, so that it will make others appear stronger. Pls take a seat after warm up and pretend to be feeling unwell. By sitting out you are actually giving others more space to train. WOW! Thanks man! I didnt know that you cared and wanted everyone to train well. Maybe you wanna show us your 'fatbulous' body by posing by the window. Or maybe you wanna tell us some jokes and show how humorous you are. Or maybe you want to show us how you flirt with the junior girls, bragging on this and that.
REALLY! THE CLUB CANNOT SURVIVE WITHOUT YOUR DRAMAS ! PLS CONTINUE TO BE A WEAKLING! YOUR WEAKNESS IS GLADLY APPRECIATED! :D

OWNED BIG TIME!

and so He speaks

Thursday, September 27, 2007
Two Hundred Twenty Time

Unhappy things have been happening. Happy things hmm................... dont have.

To do list
1. Take pictures of the special places
2. Buy a nice box. Metal or wooden
3. To write 4 letters and many more
4. To visit my judo club
5. To go back to KSJ
6. To write lyrics for my songs
7. To write scripts for my story
8. To celebrate Teo Hui Yun birdday
9. To do spring cleaning for my room
10.To visit my Bukit Batok Ah Ma and Ah Gong
11.To apologize to the ppl i think i have hurt

These are the things i need to do before i'm gone. Still got some more hidden agendas.
I see entering NS as stepping into another phase of life. The education phase have ended months ago.
In every phase of life, ppl will change. Nobody knows if the change will be good or bad. When a person change, his relationship with everybody will change. His family, friends etc.. I just want to hold on to whatever i have in this phase of life. I just want to remember as many things as i can now. When i'm gone, pls dont forget me.

Face it! This is life!

and so He speaks

Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Two Hundred Nineteen Time

Monday
Worked for half day. Because gonna meet the girls for K to celebrate jessica birdday. Let the picture do the showing. Oh ya! Pls see photo from bottom to top!

PS- Dont say that I never show unglam pictures of myself hor.

EXPLICIT CONTENT AHEAD!!!

Well not really!

and so He speaks

Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Two Hundred Eighteen Time

I am thinking. After looking at the NDP in KSS, there's only one word to describe the GOH. *censored* I have never seen the whole squad hormat without arms before. Its ugly can... Stupid also. I had enough of other UG stepping over us. We have grown. We have matured. We won awards. We OWNED other corps. The next obstacle in our way, the other UGs in our own sch.
Dunno from when, NCC and NPCC have always been the GOH in NDP. And after watching this year NDP rehearsal, i dont see a point to have 'mandatory' GOH. If there is no arm drills, there is no point to give them the honours to become the GOH. We have 1 FDI Gold, 2 FDI Silver, 5 FDI Bronze. Its a professional badge recognized nationally. Just by looking at this year POP, we know we can outshine others. We did wonderful drill sequence. Even our guest of honour was impressed by the standard of our drill. That shows how strong we are!

Remember, we are no longer the KSJ we used to be. We no longer need to be look down upon. We are as good or even much much better then the others.
Remember, we have already stepped into the 'Huat Ar' era. We shall Huat in everything.
Remember, we may lose in numbers but we will win by true abilities.

Thirst for more.
We can be GOH if we want to..
Trust yourself!
Trust your comrades!
Trust your officers!

Huat Ar!

and so He speaks

Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Two Hundred Seventeen Time

Was coming home from work today. Then happen to see Tingyi at Lot 1. So chat. Then she said she going to taiwan to study, tomorrow. Its like so sudden. Maybe its because too long never see her, and it so happen that tomorrow she is leaving sg. She's gonna study journalism there. 4 years. Kind of strange. Will still bu she even though its someone not close. Strange. Dunno what to say to bide farewell also. zzZZzz.. Maybe i really dunno how to talk properly. Writing is much better. At least i can write what i think.

Getting clearer as days goes by.
天使情人

and so He speaks

Monday, September 10, 2007
Two Hundred Sixteen Time

Back finally. Dont remember anything special happen these days. Maybe yes la. I get 'dian' everyday at work. This new temp yet again. Blame her parents for giving her such beautiful and big eyes. Haha.. From today onwards i will meet her at jurong east then go to work, then go to lunch together, go back together. Maybe i should refrain from going duo. Should grab another temp staff to eat lunch together. And maybe i shall OT till 8 or 9pm everyday, since she always go home early. Lesser time together equals lesser electric current. :) I still need to keep my own promise de.

Remembered. Last sat went to marina square again. Go buy my brown belt. That sales lady said she reserved size 6, then maybe she got the measurement wrong. She gave me a 320, which is size 7. Nevermind also la. Size 7 also can, just that its not a Victory badge. zzZZzz.. Its stupid pine tree. Argh! I collecting Victory series de belt. So now only dont have white, orange, brown, black. That's like 4/7 that i dont have. zzZZzz.. Long way to go.
Then walk around MS. Visited the book stores. Trying to look for interesting books. I wanted to buy that Idiot's Guide to Piano. But then again, i dont have piano at home. zzZZzz.. Kind of like playing piano. Looks so style, sounds so nice. Maybe next time ba. Maybe i will buy one electronic one, then put in my room. Then keep playing Secrets. Hahaha... Hope only la! Dont even recognize musical notes.... Owned!

and so He speaks

Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Two Hundred Fifteen Time

我是再平凡再平凡不过的人
我很普通
就像走过你身边的路人一样
如果你有听见我的心跳
是因为我用生命在唱歌

and so He speaks

Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Two Hundred Fourteen Time

这是一个不能说的秘密
Follow the notes upon the journey
At first sight mark one's destiny
Once the voyage comes to an end

Returns lies within the hasty keys

Secrets thingy.. Just to archive it.
Work is the same. Nothing much changes. Still do the same thing. Sat in front of the com the whole day today. Need to check new applicants forms. So did checking whole day. I really not cut out for admin job. If i dont move around, i will die. zzZZzz.. So no OT today. Sitting down is more tiring than walking about.

Good news is, a new temp arrives. Yeah!! Look kind of familiar. She's the prettiest, (If you use the Group Ugly Brings Out Average theory). Haha.. So it means my workplace doesnt have any nice one. Luckily, someone left already. Opps! Wahahaha.. At least this new temp mingles around with us during lunch time. And the good thing, she's also west side ppl. :)
East side ppl always say tampines is a heaven, whereas west side is a country side. Haha.. Quite true also la. There is no fun in west area. eg. There's only one chalet in the west in Bukit Gombak. Other than that, we grow up in a country side. Hahaha..

West side de ah lian/hua/beng/seng really zzzZZzz.. Why so much? Maybe ah lian/hua/beng/seng sounds obiang, let's call them si gi na. What's the point of acting like a gangster... So ppl will be scared of you? Maybe. These punks are just ppl who are insecure about themselves who find relief by hiding their real selves behind a 'strong' front. Despite their 'strong' front, their world is filled with loneliness when they are alone.

Why am i talking about these things. Haha.. Waste breath. Let them zi shen zi mie. Someday they will 'wake up' de.

I dont like one of the security guard at my workplace. He's rude. Waiting for the lift, he ask me to wear my lanyard. I told him later. Then he said, "You very stubborn right. This is not the first time you dont wear your card".

AND THAT PISSED ME OFF!

So i started mumbling when i got into the lift. All sorts of unpleasant vulgarity spilt out. I think everyone in the lift was looking at me. Because i cursed him from level 1- B1, then up to my level. IT started my day bad.
Last week one of the day, waiting for the lift again, i stared at him and gave the buey song look. And he didnt say anything. Wussy! Then one of the day when ming long never bring his lanyard, i started reenactment. Me as the security, ming long the me. So I repeated what he said, audibly. Then after that, i started to suan him, 'No wonder you are a security guard'. N1. That's for pissing me off.

Anyway, I'm not a si gi na. I not a beng. The beng is in the army now. Haha.. I dont get angry easily. Its him who stupidly trepass into my "Anger" zone. There's a price to pay for every actions, wussy guard dog.

Bottom line: I cannot tolerate rude behaviours

and so He speaks