The Next Big Thing
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the lonely story
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Two Hundred Thirty Eight Time
这一年过得很痛苦.
这一年起了很多的变化。
毕业，做工，入伍。
认识新的人，失去旧的人。
人与人之间的感情，变淡了，变深了。
对你的思念，加深了。
Was reading through my resolution for 2007 written 1 year ago.
Now for some reflections.
SJ
A hectic year with great results. Won 2nd and 3rd for most NC award. Champion for NA Home Nursing. Best Commander Sok Ting, Best CPR Wei Ting. Proud of the results. AC team have a long way to go. Promoted to CSO(5). Went KL for the 26th SinMal competition in june. Went Ubin for hike and Pasir Ris mangrove during ATC.
5 officially left the committee. 4 SSGT coming back to help.
We are in for CAA Gold with a score of 93/100 as calculated.
Judo
Got my brown belt. Didnt win anything in IVP. Not so into training this year. Injured right knee. New committee chair by Jaya. Not been going back, so alot of things i also dunno. But evil ppl will still be evil ppl.
Study
Completed my three year course. Awarded the Diploma In Nursing. Finally a class photo taken. Grades are no longer important now. Study will have to stop for at least 2.5 years. End of student life?
Family
No change. Except that i no longer take pocket money. Its a bit late, but at least i started. Fillial piety is something I seriously lack.
Friends
Poly- The girls have started work. They have become full fledged Registered Nurse. Our gatherings all lesser. I start to miss the four of you. The stupid things we do in sch. The gossips. How you four bully me. :) And of course the other three male companion. The toilet breaks, the 'gaying sessions'.
Judo- I think our outings decrease quite alot. Everyone is on attachment, FYP. Everyone kinda busy this year. Even though our gang is not the ruling party but at least we have the strongest team compared to lion's gang.
Kopi gang- Our kopi sessions also lesser and lesser. Now all talk army things. But its ok, we are still the kopi gang. Forging Ahead!
Self
Pimples acne outbreak. Hate it man. Spoil the face... Hormonal changes cause my face to have both oily and dry skin. Damn ironic la. Now with all the increase dirt and dust in camp, starting to get more jia lat. Started to use glucosamine cream for the right knee. Got into PesC9L2. Tried to upgrade but need to have medical record for the past six months.
Her
Its no longer categorise as girls. It is only her.
From this year onwards, i have already decided that she will be the only one. Its not easy for a Sagittarius to say that he has given up his inborn playboy nature to settle down for someone. For the past year, I dare say that I have been very determined and focused on liking her. This may sound stupid, but I do believe in True Love.
I promise myself to get a gf earliest by Dec 08.
http://www.astrology.com/allaboutyou/sunsigns/sagittarius.html
Resolution for 08
SJ
Looking at the sch, zone, hq calendar, its gonna be even more stressed up compared to 07.
16 trainings plus many other special events. We are gonna have FAC, FDC, Soccer/Badminton comp, 10th year celebration, NDP public duty, SWAMI, flag day, walkaton, BGI, ZPN, maybe can get to participate in World Youth Day and hopefully National FAC. The officers have agreed that we will request to be the GOH for the sch NDP for 08. With CAA gold and 10 year celebration, i think it is viable. Must work doubly hard.
Judo
Not a regular anymore. Try to go back after my course ends in march.
Family
After enlistment, family becomes more important. The comfort of the home. The everlasting love from the parents. Be more fillial.
Friends
Not to drift away.
Army
The IN colour for year 2008, green brown black, and abit of red and white. Just learn as much as possible. Not to get pissed off so easily. Stay happy as an enlistee. SISPEC and OCS is a place I dream to be but not able to be. Seek Save Serve.
Self
Stay healthy. Mass down. I know my life will be horrible in 2008, but i will suck thumb and toes and fingers to carry on in life. The best have yet to come. The Next Big Thing will remain undefeatable, period.
Her
Stay faithful. Its hard, self torturing but at the end of the day, I believe it is still worth it. It is already like close to two years. My friends always ask me "You got ask her anot?", and i always say "No". 2008 will be the year, I will need alot of support from everyone. Those who stand in my way, I am not going to be nice.
I , S87*****E, Lim Kai Xuan Kenneth, hereby pledge my loyalty to Kranji St John Ambulance Brigade and my life to Singapore.
Something light now. CSO stands for Chao Siao On. -_-
and so He speaks
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Two Hundred Thirty Seven Time
Many events took place this two weeks.
1) Dinner with my BMT good section mates.
2) Dinner with NYP Judo club.
3) Xmas celebration with the girls.
4) Bought PSP.
5) New unit posting.
6) Life
1) Eat at vienna. Not that bad. But expensive. Seems like we have nothing much to talk about. Might be our first and last outing. We cant hold on to everything in our life.
2) Eat at Dragon Gate Restaurant. Good. Expensive. The same old gang. Fun. Scandaling around. Sad things- Our sensei broke up with his gf of 5 years. Disgusting things- A lady wearing an undersize pink outfit, skirt length of one palm below waist level, wearing polka dot undies spotted at vivo city.
3) Late for 8 hours on saturday. Suppose to meet them at 3pm at tanah merah. Was still in cck till nearing 10pm. Only reached at 1125pm. A hurried dinner. Left for home at 1145pm. I know the girls were not very happy. Explain later part.
4) Bought a PSP for over $400. Yeah! Over use my allowance. Can feel my excitement? zzZzzZzz..
5) I am back to saving lives once again. Service medic. Stay in for course. Most probably 8-5 after passing out from there.
6) Someone tell me, "Get a life dude!". So i started thinking. Thinking and thinking. What's my life? After one day of thinking, i know what is my life at this phase. My life starts on a saturday morning and ends on a saturday night. That's my life. That will be my life for at least one more year. Till maybe 2008 december. After that, miracle might happen.
Thoughts
Some ppl find life by dancing and drinking their head off in clubs.
Some ppl find life by buying all sorts of designer branded stuff to satisfy themself.
Some ppl find life by tormenting their physical self in red light district.
Some ppl find life by sitting in coffeeshop talking to friends of their age.
Some ppl find life by seeking their spiritual self to attain a peace of mind.
Some ppl find life by risking themselves to high risk entertainment.
Some ppl find life by sinking into the virtual world to drown themselves.
Some ppl find life by destroying other ppl's life.
Some ppl find life by seeking truth in everything.
Different ppl find life in their own unique ways.
I find life in helping others add accomplisments to their life.
脑海漂浮着你的脸孔, 太多太多的思念
日日夜夜的叹气无奈，不能表达的痛苦
累
and so He speaks
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Two Hundred Thirty Six Time
PTE Kenneth Lim speaking
11 dec 07, passed out from tekong. There was no parade for my coy. We only had a simple ceremony. Sit in the lecture room. Listen to debrief. End of my life there. Of course i will miss the life there. Good welfare. Good commanders. Good food.
On this big day, there was a quarrel within my section. Who started it? It was I, Lim Bei who started it. The gist of it. I kick the bucket into the cupboard. Kenny the weakling who is Excuse PT shouted something. Then Christopher the ass thalessemia carrier join in the shouting. Next Izrul the Eczema shit started to knock down the water bottle on the table. So I taunt them. Those weaklings just keep ranting and ranting.
Cause of this quarrel
1. If the fall in time given is 0545, everyone will fall in at 0540 to count strength and water parade. Those weaklings wakes up at 0540 and falls in after 0545. Even after many nice talks to tell them to wake up earlier and fall in earlier, they still fall in late all the time.
2. Kenny the section IC never done his job as an IC. He should be the one delegating tasks like collecting bed sheet, doing area cleaning etc etc... He never does it. All he cares about is his smoking breaks. He and the other bugger Christopher always take their own sweet time to smoke while we are doing area cleaning. And when they come back, they will take out their PSP and play while most of us are cleaning the bunk. Christopher reply to why he doesnt do area cleaning, "Yesterday I sweep the floor already, so today dont need to clean." Then when the sergeant starts scolding the whole platoon for not cleaning the bunks and corridor well, and calls for the next stand by area. Christopher suddenly acts like he is very hardworking and takes the broom and starts sweeping and commanding us to do area cleaning. This cycle keep repeating itself for almost everyday.
In the section, I am not the only one who quarreled with them. The other better section mates also quarreled with them before, but in smaller scale. Like what Ong told me, "You cannot motivate a person who does not even have self motivation." The army is a place where you see all sort of ppl. Chao geng kia, chao siao on, hokkien peng etc etc... How true.
Anyway, I got my platoon best trainee. I think i should thank the few slackers in my section. Because without them, there will be nothing for me to step on to bring me to greater height. Anyway, i think the selection for best trainee is based on participation of activity, how well we did in the activity, attitude and commander's appraisal.
and so He speaks
Friday, December 07, 2007
Two Hundred Thirty Five Time
Finally finally back here.
"I, S87*****E, Recruit Kenneth Lim. Right master hand, non sweaty palm. Request permission to enter the safety bay, commander!"
As the commander nodded his head, i double up to the safety bay and took aim at the target. The commander ask me, "Do you believe me?" Then i replied "YES Commander!".
The first guy throws his grenade at his target and shouted "GRENADE". I started counting "One thousand-Two thousand-Three thousand" As i shouted the four thousand count, the commander pulls me down by the vest and took cover. On the six thousand count, the grenade exploded.
Now, it is my turn. I took out my grenade from my grenade pouch and got ready. "Ready grenade" the commander shouted. "Safety ring twist, Safety ring pull, Safety pin out. The grenade is ready and prepared to be thrown!" As the commander taps me on my shoulder, i threw the grenade towards the target and shouted "GRENADE". This time round, the commander only pulled me down on the five thousand count. The explosion came immediately after I got into the kneeling position. Fun!
Be right back.....
and so He speaks
