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the lonely story
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Two Hundred Ninety One Time
Reflect
SJ
Great results for FAC 08. The NA team won the best in HN, beating hscs by 0.25 points. The AC team improved tremedously. They were just 0.5 marks away to share the trophy with the third team. Still never get into NFAC yet. Haiz~ Taught the flag party for sch NDP this year, just so that we can have 4 members in the flag party. Sustained achievement award for FDC. Celebrated the corp's 10th anniversary. Grand event. Many many thanks to the committee for their hardwork. Had the first overseas ATC at Pahang Msia. It was definitely a great experience not only for the cadets, but for the officers too. It will be good if we can go overseas again within this 3 years. Most probably getting CAA Gold this year, 91 or 92 out of 100. Got another new appointment as ACS (Ops).
Judo
Is this category still valid here? Anyway, went back for one training this year. The last one before Jeremy and Scott enlists. The feeling is different. The training ground is different. It no longers feels like a club anymore. Saddening.
Family
Nothing much changes. Just feel that my father looks more fragile now. Life ~
Friends
The Girls- Meetups getting lesser. If i never count wrongly, we meet up 5 times this year.
Judo- Judo peeps. I have been neglecting all of you for 08. :)
Kopi Gang- Well. Our sessions seem so much lesser and quieter nowdays. Is it still functioning well?
Army
Well. Got posted to medic course in dec 07. posted to current location in march. Been ok for the start few months. It seems to start to get horrible the past few months. No motivation at all. I guess partly its because i'm underallowed and overworked, and the ppl in there are mostly bo chap ppl. But at least i have been doing what i am suppose to do. How can a medical institute be managed by a bunch of chaps without medical or even bio background.
Self
Gain weight this past year. Haiz~ I have truely sucked all my digits this past year, or maybe not all but most. Picked up a new martial art. Ngor Chor Koon. Seems to be quite awesome. Just hoping that i can continue to learn as much as possible, as i may not continue after i start work in end 09 or start 10.
Her
Balancing professional and personal left me thinking if i was even right in the first place. Did i draw the line too clearly sometimes? Or did i stepped over the line without even noticing? Or was I just standing at the same spot watching her walk away? Remaining silent all these while was perhap the stupidest thing i have done. "Maybe i should wait for her study to end," is what i always tell myself. Or maybe i was just giving myself excuses to refrain me from facing myself. Or maybe all these while you were just a marker for the type of girl that i like.
For the past week I have set my 21 yr old brain thinking. Maybe its time to smile and forget. Maybe its time to widen my horizon and venture out of this close knit community and explore unknown territory and meet new people from different walks of life of different educational level and age. I guess 坠落天使 would always be left as it is. I hope so.
Resolution
SJ
Time to start archiving stuff i have done for the past years. With every peak comes a trough. People come and go. We have aged significantly bringing along the Huat Ar culture. Blood that have been deoxygenated may cause more harm than benefits in the long run. Fresh blood filled with oxygen will be a great mix with the stagnant one, and who knows it might bring about yet another lasting peak. I am going to share as much knowledge as i know with everyone as 2010 will be a year that i cant promise.
To the new ones- There comes a time in life when one needs to step up to the challenge.
Family
To be fillial to my parents
Friends
Try to meet up more often. But, budget constraint ya! :)
Army
10 months to ORD. 5 year 10months to ROD. I shall continue to do what i am suppose to complete. I shall not get affected by the others too much. Hope i can create a good working culture for the new guys taking over me and hope it eventually spreads. (99% impossible though)
Self
I have decided to challenge myelf from 09 onwards. My mass must reach 110kg before I can get a gf. Hmm, I want to see how determined i can be this time round. Reason for choosing 110. I felt quite ok judo-ing at 120 previously. So it should be a reasonable aim, given that canteen is less than a min walk from my workplace.
As for martial art, i will try to put heart into learning. Focusing can be very tiring.
Looking at 09, it shouldnt be such a bad year compared to 08. But I know near ORD to post ORD period is gonna be bad. Just a premonition.
And this year i am going taiwan with the girls between 10-19 Oct.
OS- Got an organizer to help me remember stuff. So pls use it.
and so He speaks
