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the lonely story
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Three Hundred Ten Time
26/08/09
A strangely good day today. Peace in the medical centre. Great fun during ngor chor. Happily msging one of my friend.
Strange sense of happiness. Maybe something big is gonna happen soon.. Hmmm..
and so He speaks
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Three Hundred Nine Time
18/08/09
Not feeling well since yesterday. Decided to go polyclinic to get a day rest. Symptomatic drugs are really useless. Shouldnt be getting sick. Maybe the bed in the sickbay is too dirty. I think i had slept on that same pillow case half a year back. zzZZzz..
16/08/09
Duty day. As usual, watched tv, do checklist and waitted for time to pass. Doing weekend duty is total waste of time. And it taught me how to laze around without feeling guilty and not doing anything constructive. 'Great!'
15/08/09
Out with girls. Been a few months since i have met up with them. Went to Topone Ktv. Had a superb time singing hokkien songs. :)
Next, dinner at the kopitiam which sells Mongolian spare ribs.
Finally, watch Up 3D at Iluma. I dont remember watching any movie with 3D specs before. So let's take it that its my first time watching movie in 3D. :)
I think my stay in the medical centre have greatly reduced my overall efficiency level. My brain seems to have slowed down and i cant think as well these days, not to even speak of Metacognition.
My brain have gone into 'man' mode. The aura of my fighting spirit is slowly diminishing, but thanks to Ngor Chor, it somehow kept me alive.
and so He speaks
Sunday, August 09, 2009
Three Hundred Eight Time
080809
Done my final attachment for BCLS. Finally, i'm a qualified BCLS instructor. I should have been one 5 years ago, but somehow i wasnt interested in being one that time. I guess monetary benefits are much more inportant now.
070809
Have been a bad day in camp. Left camp in anger. Floating chair, flying biscuits, swinging door. The leader is too weak, indecisive, sedentary, in short - USELESS!
How will your men respect and follow your instructions when what you do is just reading forum, drinking coffee, reading newpaper and pushing your 'management level' workload to us?
I am slowly getting sick of doing your job FOR YOU!
You, a father of a girl, a husband to a wife, where is your manhood?
Its depressing sometimes when i see what have become of this centre. No discipline, no respect, no sense of urgency, no skill, no comaraderie.
Can you see what have you done to this centre, or more precisely, what have you done at all?
I am gonna leave this place in 2.5 months time. I cant possibly help you with every little thing out there. I have my limitations.
In this organization, I am only a man, a follower. I am not a leader here. My rank and appointment does not permit me to have the authority to control people. You, who holds the full authority fails to do so.
What Mdm K say is true, what will happen to this centre when I leave?
and so He speaks
Sunday, August 02, 2009
Three Hundred Seven Time
海啸
史无前例一場風暴 用飓风在预告
将无情侵袭孤岛 你已投入他的怀抱
我忽然感觉到 只能呼吸一秒
麻木地瞧 大家在逃
生命对我已经不重要
发风浪涛 撕碎煎熬
能轰轰烈烈心碎也好
海啸我要知道 他服了什么药
怎能瞬间 将我换掉
连尸骨都让我找不到
海啸你知不知道
我对他多么好
如果爱情不能到老
你也应该给我一秒
一秒去忘掉
Life is getting stagnant.. There are things to be done but I just dont feel like doing anything.
Maybe the sagi should stop for a breather? Or should it proceed with what it have been tasked to do in life? Hmmmm.......
and so He speaks
